My Life So Far!

Wow its been a long time. i haven't written on here in a long time. i miss blogging on here. so like i said it's been awhile so i might as well fill you guys in. so its been a whole year and a lots happened. i went to place called ICCPC for my depression and anxiety and etc. it wasn't exactly fun, but hey i needed it so i went to get better and i'm better now. and another big thing, i'm gay, yes you read that right i'm gay. i have been for a long time but i was a coward. now i could give 2 s...

09 May 2014, 10:16 PM
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summer 2013: part 5

well today was really fun i hung out with my best friend. and we had so much fun. i wish everyday i could be with my friends and the people that i love, but i can't. because the people i love don't love me back. i feel so lonely in this world.i hate how i cant show the real me because of this fucked up world we live in. but i lost my best guy friend yesterday... i hate myself now. he was my best gut friend, now he wants to beat the shit out of me... it makes me want to jump in front of a car...

30 July 2013, 05:36 AM
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summer 2013: part 4

well today kinda sucked. i woke up and i just felt like crying. i think its because of my feelings for my crush. i don't fucking know whats going go on in my head. but whatever. then as the day went on i just felt so sad and kinda upset. i just wanted to die. well that's my day sorry this is short. b ye guys!

28 July 2013, 01:18 AM
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summer 2013: part 3

well today was fun. i went to the mall with my best friends,i love them there so awesome. there all older than me but i don't care. i told m y crush i liked them today. and they don't like me back. i was ok but then i was like dying on the inside. i really liked them. but i just wish i had someone to mine. i miss that feeling.i just want someone. ugh why is life so annoying some times. well i'm gonna go sorry this is really short. bye guys!!!

27 July 2013, 02:32 AM
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summer 2013 part 2

well today was alright. i guess. i stayed up till 10:00 and didn't fall asleep till then. but i'm so tired and i woke up at 5:00. and date dinner now i'm listening to my cousin ramble and ramble on and on. he needs to shut the hell up. like jeez! i'm so bored i wish my friends would come over,and go swimming. i'm so bored and tired. uggggg i wish i could die right now. i think i'm gonna invite someone over. bye!!!!

22 July 2013, 12:30 AM
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summer 2013

its summer! i'm so happy! i love it because there's the countless nights of staying up. the new music that comes out. and there's the thrill of being free and happy and feeling alive! its awesome! my birthday was the 7th of July. i got an iPod which i love it blue. iv'e been sort of happy. i mean everything is just piling up onto this big tower of shit that i know will crash and fall with me at the bottom of it but oh well. i'm just kinda going with the flow of things letting them happen unti...

19 July 2013, 02:41 PM
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my life.....so far

well my life is crashing and falling apart. and i'm stuck under all of it. and i have started... well you know. i haven't posted in awhile. and this one is really short,because i'm pretty sure i'm going crazy. and i'm losing friends daily. i really hate my life right now. well that's it guys. i'm umm gonna go well you know. bye

16 June 2013, 03:44 AM
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my life......so far

well these 2 weeks have sucked. i honestly am starting to hate life again. I've been really depressed. i started cutting again. and i cry myself to sleep every night.and its starting to get really bad. i started to shake. like i shake all the time. it's not good. i'm trying to be happy but i can't. i think about every little thing and i can't help to worry about myself. and my friends try to help and they do. and it helps for like 2 seconds but then i think again and i think and think and thi...

28 May 2013, 09:42 PM
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my life.....so far

hey guys so this week sucked. but Saturday was really good because i got my best friend back, which is really good. and i got my laptop back which is also good! and i'm starting to get rid of my cold which is even better. but the other day i got the crazy idea i should listen to this song that makes people go insane, and now i think i'm going insane. or it was just the stress of not having my best friend. i don't know whatever it is i'm a little scared. i don't know if i should tell my mom or...

12 May 2013, 06:02 AM
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my life.......so far

well my laptops getting fixed so i haven't really been able to update but i'm really happy i have a girlfriend now and her name is Katie. i really like her. shes amazing. we talk a lot and we are a really good couple. i just am so happy i'm passing everything! i'm so flipping happy and i haven't even thought about.....well you know. but i feel like this year was really bad but i feel like it made me stronger. because now i'm not afraid to stand up for myself. like if you call me gay to my fac...

08 May 2013, 05:02 AM
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my life......so far

OK so i don't understand middle school. its really stupid. the teachers,the students, and most of all girls! their so confusing. OK so starting with the teachers. there nice to you on the first week of school,then its like i hate you get out of my classroom! like wtf! OK next the people in the school. like today i saw one of the most popular guys start touching himself in class. YOUR IN MIDDLE SCHOOL U PERV! like what? and another time i saw a guy that calls me gay put lotion on his face and ...

23 April 2013, 03:32 AM
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my life.........so far

well my day was pretty good actually i was really happy today. except for when my best friend came up to me and said someone wanted to know if i was gay but i got confused and i couldn't really hear what he said after that. but in school i was happy i am bringing my grades up and hopefully i will be able to pass the 7th grade. cause if i don't i will hate myself forever! so yea i'm feeling really good i feel like my self esteem level is like 30% out of a 100% but like that's good for me cause...

20 April 2013, 01:58 AM
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my life.......so far

well my day was OK i mean I've had better days. i at least hung out with my friends and i had a lot of fun. we went for a bike ride then when we came back we went on a tire swing and then we rode our bikes again. then i came home and went for another bike ride. but i just couldn't get the thought out of my head. i mean someone told me to kill myself. i couldn't help thinking that other people thought it too. i wish that life was easy. but then people would be rich and life would be completely...

18 April 2013, 01:00 AM
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my life.......so far

well i haven't uploaded in a long time i'm sorry but I've been so busy i just haven't had the time but yea i feel like i'm a new me i'm single. i'm trying really hard at school. and i just cant wait for this stupid year to be over i've had a suckish year and i really just want it to be summer i just am sick of school and drama. i want to just throw it all away and travel away in a tardis with the doctor. lol sorry i'm a major whovain. OK so back to my life um yea i want to leave this town i ...

16 April 2013, 09:25 PM
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my life.....so far

so im pretty sure im the worst friend in the world. i made my best friends hate each other. i littlery hate myself right now.

06 April 2013, 10:56 PM
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my life... so far: summer of 2012

my summer was awesome but also really bad. i got into a lot of trouble but i but i made a connection with someone i never thought i could, someone really popular. and we ended up being best friends. and i had a very good summer i was really happy because i had a really cute girlfriend. but now i see her as nothing but a friend. and that best friend we fought so much but we didn't care we were such good friends and we hung out a lot. i remember one time we dressed up like hobos at 2 in the mor...

05 April 2013, 10:56 PM
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my life......so far

so ive been feeling a lot better except for the fact that my best friend is being really sad. and i wish i could help him but i think that he just needs to take some time to finds whats making hi really upset and just throw it down a well and than shoot it 27 times. lol inside joke but yea. he needs to look on the bright side because that's what ive been doing and its been making me really happy and i don't have any more thoughts about ending it all. i want to live long. and i want to live in...

05 April 2013, 10:37 PM
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my life.....so far:6th grade

OK so 6th grade was one of my Favorite years but also one of my worst years. in the beginning of the year i felt happy to b in 6th grade but i felt so alone. i had like none of my friends in my classes. but i had the best locker buddy. her name was molly and she was the best. as the year went on a little bit i had more friends and i started to become a little popular i guess. but i didn't notice it. i had like this little group of friends and we called ourselfs the us. and we acted like we e...

03 April 2013, 06:43 AM
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my life......so far

hi my name is Jeremy and this is my life.....so far. im in 7th grade,but lets start where everything stared to go wrong. where everything started was 5th grade. when all the drama started my first day of 5th grade my best friend and my girlfriend run up to me and say there's a rumor going around i had sex with my girlfriend. yea and after that everyone looked at me different like i was a weirdo and freak. and that didn't really help my self esteem,but that's when i had most of it. and that wh...

02 April 2013, 03:31 AM
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