I'm so upset

I've tried to be a good leader. But why jumiadi spoiled it. :'(. I don't know what is wrong with him. ill will. Everything's wrong. Dafuck. And I've tried to talk with him what's wrong with him. And he replied with gross "Entah". I'm so depressed.

16 April 2014, 12:52 PM
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My crush ( M S I A )

Dear you, i like you. I don't know your feeling towards me, boy. But yeah, I'm still thinking about my study. :D my future is more important than my crush. K. Bye.

12 April 2014, 03:01 PM
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She bullied me.

Dia hanya berjawatan sebagai seorang pengawas yang bongkak. Tp smua org Dgr Ckp dia..smua org jd bodoh..and me also. -,- sy pun jd bodoh..dia suka2 ja kc Pindah tmpt duduk sy...smua yg sy ada..smua dia mau ambi dri sy..termasuk lah kbahagiaan sy dgn tmpt duduk sy. I feel comfortable and she just said you have to moved to the back. Why must me? Why me, suhana sukarman? Why you did this to me ? Why you always hurt me ? Why ?!!!

03 April 2014, 01:28 PM
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Frustrated . (Fuck feeling)

What happen to you Jessica !!!!!!!! Why am I so stupid. I just failed Maths !!! I burst. :'(. Why...I never failed. I think I've studied a lot. I spend my night with books ! I sleep with books ! By the way, I will struggle for it for the next examination............. I really want to talk to someone that can be trust. My friends, they just don't understanding the feeling. Cause they don't feel it. :'(...... Bye !

21 March 2014, 07:18 AM
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Accompanied by tears and sadness

My neighbor, they were karaoke'ing. And the man was singing my late daddy favorite songs. Oh my god. I cried. I burst into tears. I really miss my daddy. God, why are you taking my daddy ? Why You didn't take others dad ? Why me ? Why?? :'( and I'm still crying now. 4 years seems like 4 second, 4 minutes, 4 hours..... I miss u so much daddy. I wish you were here......... Since you're gone, everything was like chaotic. Please pray for us dad. Pray for our happiness and succes. Pray for mummy. ...

23 February 2014, 02:54 PM
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Thanks sis.

I mean, she make overwhelmed. I don't know why. Haha. By the way, thank you so much sis. Thank you so much for the support. I'll keep striving. I have to think positive. And maybe learn from the new kid. -,-.. I still hurt by the new kid. I always weigh my scores with him. Okay lah, I will work harder. :D

23 February 2014, 09:27 AM
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I hate u.

Since lately, there's a new boy want to beat me in English. Urghh ! You know what, he is smarter than me ! I can't accept this . Because I work so hard just to get the highest mark. But when he came into my class, he got praise, he got the highest mark. Me ? I just got the second highest mark. Nooooooooo !!!!! -,- . How to improve my skill ? Emmm I think kakak syaqira can help me to solve this ! Hihi :D Okay, I'll see her when I'm free. That's all for today, bye !!

18 February 2014, 02:20 PM
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I'm so angry.!!

I absent..again !!! I've told my mom that I want to go to school. But she keep saying 'no' and said that my school was still using the localization by the flood victims. But at last, ? Huh ?! I cry when my friend said she went to school just now. I'm so upset ! My mom don't understand my feeling. Yes, I'm blaming my mom ! Urghh... I hate her. (I don't mean it) . :'(

17 February 2014, 08:45 AM
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Yes yes yes !

I'm back, darling. So sorry that I can't update my story here for a while. I've been so busy with my kerja kursus, project and bla bla bla. Seriously, PBS makes everyone murky and it's fucking hard, man. Urghh. I'm so depressed. My family said, I have to get Band 6. But it's not that easy. I have work so hard and I didn't see anything change. I still get the same mark. Huhh :(. Dear God, please help me to face this. Okay ! Keep striving, Jessica ! Don't give up. :D See you soon my dear dairy.

15 February 2014, 10:38 AM
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Happy New Year

Time flies, it's 2014. I just can't believe. I'm grow up. I'm 15. :). I'm not kids anymore. I'm teenagers. I have to be more mature. I don't wanna playing around, I wanna focus on my studies. I wanna catch my dreams. Yes, I've failed many times. But I never give up. I keep trying. Hello? This is me, I will not surrender in my life. My destiny is in my hand. So I have to grab it ! :D Though the past is bitter, I promise to myself to forget it. Because it hurts me so much. :( huh.. Muah :*

31 December 2013, 01:07 PM
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Disappointed with my mummy

I'm so upset that my mom forgot my appointment with the dentist :'(. She don't care about me anymore !

13 December 2013, 01:06 AM
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My Fav Singer

Dear diary, I sing her song every day. She is so talented. I love how the way she write the lyrics, the melodies. It's sound so good and perfect. To be honest, I don't like her 2013 songs, I want the old Taylor Swift. I want your country songs. I miss your old curly hair.

06 December 2013, 12:16 PM
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End Of The Story

06 December 2013, 02:14 AM
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I meant it :'(

05 December 2013, 01:52 PM
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The First Streak

Hey, I'm so happy because I've registered my online dairy. By the way, this is my first streak, so it's quiet funny. Haha. Okay, I'm done. Bye

05 December 2013, 06:15 AM
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