So sad

Its hard when you realize that someone you believed you knew it, its not exactly as you though :/. Like, I've never imagined HE will turn in a totally different person. Anyway, life goes on, stop believing in person just believe in yourself.

13 November 2013, 11:26 PM
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2 years

And here I am, 2 years later(almost), who woould think, we will be separeted? I mean its sad, I feel horrible everyday cause of that :(. I want him here, I love him this is not right, he belongs to me. please God, listen to me Im begging you for his love, eventhoug he doesn't love me anymore, please take care of him and let him know I love him

08 October 2013, 08:12 PM
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Ball of emotions

He loves me? He miss me? He still thinking about me? Is he in love? Does he miss me? Am I in his thoughs? Is he the love of my life or just another person? Are we together apart or apart together? Is he in love with someone else? Is he loyal? Is he having sex with someone else? Should I let him go? Shoul I dissapear ?

13 September 2013, 02:10 AM
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A month

One month ago, my ex and I broke up, its so hard for me try to accept the idea that he is not with me anymore :c, so sad. Yesterday I realize something, HE is better so much better without me, kinda of hard to say it but its true, I will see him in two days I dont know if Im ready, Wiil I be strong enough to see him as a friend?

13 September 2013, 02:00 AM
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A lot going on

I haven't written nothing since last month, sorry diary the college dont leave me alone. Som many things to say and share with you,first college is awesome but at the same time so tired, all my group are boys, I mean is engineering. Today I had my first 2 exams,OMFG! so f* bad :c anyway Im happy I guess.

13 September 2013, 01:57 AM
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COLLEGE!

2morrow is my very first day at college! Omg I never though this could happen so fast. Im so excited but at the same time im nervous. Expecting the best.

12 August 2013, 03:06 AM
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2 august 2013

I love you. Three words easy to say but not so easy to feel. Love means everything for human beings, is like the heart of the body, you can not live without it. Sometimes hurts like dead but most of the times is very fun.

04 August 2013, 02:28 AM
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College is coming

In one week ONE WEEK, my vacations are over and the hard college time will start.

04 August 2013, 02:25 AM
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Naked

Sometimes you cant handle the desire of get naked and make love with the person you love the most. Its importan to know the difference between make love and have sex. Making love is to have a coominment with the other person, having sex is just for pleasure.

30 July 2013, 10:41 PM
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COLLEGE!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!! In nine days I will be in college!! I cant believe it how fast the time has gone. I still remember my high school and the junior high like yesterday. In nine days my life will totally change, I will be a nerd this is what i want , to be the best of the best in my career, I dont want parties ( just a few) , dont want a boyfriend, just friends. I want really bad an exchange please God help me to accomplish this.

29 July 2013, 08:40 PM
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Moving On

Yesterday at the church, I realized something, I have a problem. My problem is about let him go. God will help me. He knows why, He put him in my way 2 years ago and now He is takin' me away from him for some reason I don't see now. I wrote him a letter for the day he come back from the beach, I don¡t know If I will be strong enough to give it to him. But as I heard yesterday God will give the correct words to talk and face the future

29 July 2013, 08:34 PM
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Goodbye

This image kills me. Is exactly what we swore to say. Now is over. The hardest part of all this is to say goodbye to someone you love the most.

26 July 2013, 07:13 PM
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Focus

Now my only and the best goal I have is to the be the best at college. The social and love life has passed to other terms. Im focusing in be the best of the best, to stuydy like a nerd will do it. I wanna be proud of me, not only me also my parents all my family, also him.

26 July 2013, 07:10 PM
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Happily ever after...... NOT

Now its really really official , he is gone. Im pretty sad about us, I mean there are so many couples trying to pull out their relationship eventhoug the distance but we won't. I just need to know why?. I'll prefer if he tell me : Im tired of you I wann go and find someone else. All my dreams now with him are broken, the marriage, the family everything, even the happily ever after :c. I know, because I saw movies and the everyday life, now is killing me this feeling but with the time the dama...

26 July 2013, 07:05 PM
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My worst b-day

Yesterday I totally ruinned my b-day. Everyone was mad with me :c, so sad, I loose an oportunity to go our with my boyfriend. I'm so regretful.

22 July 2013, 05:25 PM
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BIRTHDAY

2morrow is my b-day. Im so excited :) 18 years old. I am legal.

21 July 2013, 03:21 AM
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Talkin to myself

Today in the morning I had a talk with myself. My brain and my heart did a list about the good and the bad aspects of the broke up. For the good side we decided: -It will help our relationship to grow -We could do our stuff without pression -It will be the most hardly challege for both -It will show if our love is real or not For the bad side: - We will miss us so badly -The jealousy will grow - We (maybe) can find another person - Our relationship as boyfriend girfriend and friends will be ...

19 July 2013, 12:05 AM
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This is how I feel now

17 July 2013, 07:38 PM
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The end

Is almost the end, I'm watching how my relationship is falling apart. I think he doesn't undestand the consecuences of all. He thinks everything will be exactly the same but is not. The time for us is over. It hurts me. I never thought this will over so badly.

17 July 2013, 07:33 PM
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Last 13

Today is the last 13th as boyfriend and girlfriend. I'm happy because is another month but at the same time I'm sad cause is the last. Do I have to celebrate?. I mean. Anyway .

13 July 2013, 08:26 PM
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