Dating

So its been some time since I got out of my 3 year relationship but I still can't seem to put myself out there. Its like I forgot and I'm so awkward now. There is this guy I really like and he is so sweet to me but he lives far away. It makes it so hard to talk to him. I'm scared I"m texting him too much. I"m running out of things to say and keep him talking back. What kinds of questions should I ask him? He took me on a date last weekend but now I don't even really know if he likes me or not.

16 August 2015, 04:19 AM
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2 loves: sntakusuma,beccamills28
3 comments: madisoncrist11,jlynnaz,beccamills28

brewing storm

Lately talking to my boyfriend of almost 3 years is so frustrating. Everything I say gets misinterpeted and twisted in a negative way. I feel like Im never good enough and I cant do anything right. i dont want to lose him yet. what can i do? Talking does't work we just end up in stupid fights.

12 July 2015, 08:02 AM
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2 loves: teampalldayy,Jessicastpierre2464
2 comments: beccamills28

not important

what do I do if I'm not important to someone I love. I am tired of never being a priority for my boyfriend but Im not ready to lose him. Its not fair to me. I can't even get time to spend with him and when we do its just fights.

12 July 2015, 07:51 AM
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2 loves: teampalldayy,dagemkasahun2
1 comment: ShellysWorld

https://anothersreality.wordpress.com/

https://anothersreality.wordpress.com/ I was cheated on by my boyfriend of almost 3 years on valientines day and it still hurts. I forgave him but I haven't forgotten it. I trust him less now and its so hard. I am paranoid about everything but im scared of losing him. i still love him

12 June 2015, 07:19 AM
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3 comments: justcallmealexx,karenzirachel

I know this much

No idea what I want in life but I do know...I love light shades of blue. I love the smell of roses and the air after it rains. I love candles and the soft light they create. I love going to concerts and traveling. I love the first winter snowfall and the first summer beach trip. I love people who can make me laugh. I love cuddling. I love binge watching shows. But I am very anxious and I overthink everything. I just need to breathe and remember all the things I love that make life wonderful.

11 June 2015, 06:37 AM
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NYC life

I just moved back home from college and have no life and no friends here. I don't really know about fun activities and things to do in nyc. I wanna start going out more to bars and clubs so I can have fun and meet new people but I'm scared to go alone.

11 June 2015, 06:09 AM
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Who has advice?

I just graduated college and I'm scared as hell. I'm starting a job on monday but it is not what I want to do at all. I'm dreading it and its miserable but it pays well. I have so many loans so the money is important. I don't know what I wanna do with my life. I'll also be commuting very early which will suck... fuck I wanna go back to college

11 June 2015, 06:04 AM
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Communicating sucks

I feel like I need a translator to be heard sometimes. I'm never really understood when I try expressing myself and what bothers me. My boyfriend for example sometimes refuses to acknowledge that my feelings are important. He cares more about being right and shutting me up instead of actually understanding what bothers me. Every time something bothers me and I tell him, I end up feeling like it was my fault in the first place.

11 June 2015, 05:56 AM
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Fool me once.... now what?

My boyfriend of almost 3 years cheated on me last valentine's day and I still can't seem to fully recover. He still makes me happy a lot, but there is very little trust. He's sick of me bringing it up and claims he loves me a lot (almost everyday) but it still hurts thinking about it sometimes. I wouldn't worry as much with other guys if they went out to bars or talked to other girls a lot.

11 June 2015, 05:55 AM
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Too many fights

I spend more time fighting with my boyfriend of almost 3 years than enjoying each other but I still love him and there are great moments. However, sometimes I feel like I'm with him because I'm scared of being alone and starting over. He knows me better than anyone else. There is a lot of sh*t we put up with - pain brought by the relationship is less intimidating than the pain of letting go of the one you love.

11 June 2015, 05:52 AM
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1 comment: laurenkhan97
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Relationshits

Relationships should be a relief and break from all the other stress in life. Some people boost our energy reserves while others drain us dry.

11 June 2015, 05:50 AM
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What is wrong with me?

It seems like no one wants to be around me, not my boyfriend, not my friends. My boyfriend ignores me a lot and doesn't care to talk to me, same as friends. I've always been very negative my entire life and I feel like its ruining my life. I hate being negative but I can't help it. It's like I have bad energy that makes people not want to be around me. I'M A REPELLENT

11 June 2015, 05:31 AM
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2 loves: andreaamendez89,footballgirlfriend
2 comments: footballgirlfriend,beccamills28

Fear is a powerful thing

I don't like who I am when I'm with my boyfriend sometimes. He cheated once so I can become annoying, untrusting, overbearing, and complain too much. I'm afraid he'll get sick of me and stop loving me or worse...he'll cheat again. I'm on edge a lot fearing that everything I do upsets him or annoys him. I love him though.

11 June 2015, 05:18 AM
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Broken hearted

My boyfriend broke up with me for his ex. i wasted 2 years on him and he met my entire family. all the memories and plans just gone. I've always been his second option.

06 May 2014, 06:42 AM
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7 loves: 9Whats-Life9,lencipops1,justcallmealexx , ...
18 comments: mythoughtsoutloud,kemohussain,Lokesh_424 , ...

So much pressure to do well in life. I have thousands of dollars in loans for school. I suck at math but I'll need to do a lot of math this summer. Fuck. I need to do good so they can offer me a job when I graduate

18 April 2014, 07:46 AM
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"New" Feeling

I am addicted to that new feeling. the new feeling when you're first dating a guy or that new feeling when you buy a pair of pants. It makes me feel special and happy. Is that a bad thing?

18 April 2014, 07:31 AM
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1 love: myspectacularlife
1 comment: kemohussain

Boys suck

The End.

11 April 2014, 08:27 AM
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5 loves: tanci94,lencipops1,megueconnollue , ...
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Judgemental

I always want more for myself, but then again can you blame me? I am human. Yesterday I was told that judging myself was a learned trait but I don't know how I got to be this way.

08 April 2014, 05:23 PM
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Socialite or social not

I am a people person but not a social person. Being outgoing doesn't come naturally for me anymore. I do too much comparing than is for my own good. When I first came to college, I was a different person. I do miss that feeling when all the upperclassmen guys would turn to look at me, when everyone was new so everyone would talk to everyone, and when I became a pledge in a sorority where everyone wanted to get to know me. Is it possible to forget how to be social?

08 April 2014, 05:22 PM
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2 loves: 8pennies,footballgirlfriend
1 comment: blaqkn8