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Note to Self:

The night brings the worst in me. Fear, ruins all of my composure and attitude. I use to be able to hold my calm through anything. Anger, sadness, tragedy, and other conflicting emotions. Nothing could phase me. What happened to me? How have I become so weak? Lately, I worry about everything. I cry more often than I would like to. I use to think so highly of myself, and loved all of my features and traits. I've become insecure, and started to see the negative in everything. My world has becom...

16 January 2015, 05:08 AM
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Drugs Are Not Cool

Only the weak use drugs. (weed included) The weak-hearted, weak-minded and weak-willed use because they are not strong enough to resist. It takes great will and determination to create/find bliss, happiness and peace without the "assistance" of drugs.

14 January 2015, 03:47 AM
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Sometimes

I wish I could erase you out of me life. If god would bless me with an accident, that let me forget you, maybe I could be happy again. I also imagine that in a made up world I could rip my heart out and light it on fire. If loving you hurts this bad, I rather not love at all. Then again, I only feel like this sometimes.

14 January 2015, 03:39 AM
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who are you

when will you realized you've changed? i use to love everything about you, but all the parts I loved about you are disappearing. It hurts me to see how easily people can control you. What happened to your beliefs and ideas of good. I admired how strong willed you were, but you've become weak. I'm doing my best to support you, but you ignore me. Making me feel forgotten. Why does everyone else matter to you? Why can't you see you're not only hurting me, but yourself too? I know love is suppose...

14 January 2015, 03:31 AM
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