Etech Nacogdoches, Texas; Nina

Hey! I was doing some research, and scientists have proven that since the beginning of time everyone has had a butt. Two cheeks allotted to each human being. They are used to remove waste from the body. Amazing! They come in different shapes and sizes to large, small, round, square, and bubbly and many more! Actually every single one is different because every human is different. Mine specifically is large, round, and decently muscular. It has stretch marks from growing to be a tall woman, an...

25 June 2015, 12:22 AM
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Sexism in Dress Code Quotes

"But what about the way that the young women of Stuyvesant are being “distracted” from their studies by a school that harasses and slut-shames? What’s more distracting - glancing at a girls’ legs or being pulled from class, humiliated, and made to change outfits before you’re allowed to learn?" - http://jessicavalenti.com/post/24900614123/female-bodies-as-distracting-another-quick

25 June 2015, 12:18 AM
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What is gender?

I am biased. I see the world without gender. Actions speak more volumes than gender or words ever will. Does one take time to be courteous? Does one truly take the time to listen? Really listen. To hear the words and put themselves in another's shoes? Can one empathize? If one promises, does one follow through? My filter is one that sees those who do not leaves them trailing behind. It moves at speeds of action. Those who sit and wait rarely see or hear from me again. My dust is all they ca...

24 June 2015, 11:55 PM
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Verizon

Being a Verizon representative (I work as a third party who pretends to work with Verizon until directly asked), I started off thinking the company was forward thinking and open to new things because that was what Verizon's name was based on. Veritas and Horizon. Veritas meaning truth and horizon representing forward thinking. Well, based on how they treat the people coming in and their employees, I beg to differ. Have I worked for any other company like Verizon? No. Do I want to? No. I expe...

22 June 2015, 11:48 PM
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Yay!

For panic attacks. I've been having them almost every 30 minutes today. I just don't want to be judged today. And I feel shitty about it. I feel like I've let my boyfriend down and some of my friends. Currently, I am hiding it from one of my friends. I just feel like a terrible person in general. My boyfriend was really understanding... but at the same time I know, because I heard it in his voice, that I let him down. I don't mean to... I really don't. I got all the way to work and had to s...

21 May 2015, 01:16 AM
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New LARP - NERO

This one is high fantasy. I have two characters as of right now. I am still costuming them. Also, I just did the dumb about my first one. Her "Road" name is Godlie, The Golden Lady. I made her a Templar - a decent fighter/magic user. Awesome, right! Wrong. For the life of me, I could not figure out why I wasn't able to select any magical abilities... It's because I didn't give her the option to read or write. This character is illiterate! I don't mind. However, I just realized she can't use...

03 May 2015, 03:39 AM
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Character updates

I do plan on updating Althea. I need to start becoming more alien to the world and seeing it through a very strict moral code. Perhaps even cause more conflict within her religion. She will soon be ascending and this will be the reason for the changes.

16 March 2015, 02:31 PM
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Althea Adara

So, she lost an eye this weekend. It was ripped from her face. Thankfully, she was saved by a Retrograde Pugilist whom she never saw for the rest of the weekend. Because of blood pouring from her newly created crater in her head, she stumbled around and was useless. She mistook someone and called down the Sargent to heal him completely only to find out that her dear friends on either side of her could have been saved if she hadn't wasted her time on someone she didn't know. Also, due to back...

16 March 2015, 02:30 PM
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Le Sigh

So... I've been in a strange mood... Not really depressed. Probably more scared but it's coming off grouchy and angry and snappy. I know why.... I am terrified of being in a relationship that may last. It really does scare me. Soon (like in two days) I will be coming up on my 8 month anniversy and... well.. that's big... because I've never made a relationship last longer than 9... so.. yeah... And I am terrified. I keep having thoughts that make me question if I want to keep my relationship....

03 March 2015, 06:50 PM
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Sooooo.... Makeup...

Well... I realized I really don't like my foundation color because it is too dark... It makes me feel like I have this horrible tan on ONLY my face... So, yeah... Um, today was a fight to get my makeup looking nice enough for me to be okay with it. So.. yeah... However, I still applied it! Also, I found a new place to buy from that is closer to home and NOT supporting Walmart. This makes me incredibly happy. Also, update. Avida is trying to get in contact with me. I am not quite sure what ...

03 March 2015, 06:37 PM
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New Makeup Regime!

Yes... that is a lantern smudge on my neck... My boyfriend and I draw on each other. However! This post is about my new makeup regime! WHICH I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT! Actually, it's going well. My base appears a bit too dark. Hopefully that will get better with summer coming on... at some point... after the snow... except I DIDN'T GET THE SNOW! Damn snow gods disliking me and stuffs... Back to makeup. The materials I have been using so far have been great. I'll do an indepth review of them aft...

01 March 2015, 08:20 PM
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2 day adventure away from Home

Okay... so all good stories start with LARPing in my opinion. Which it did. Vampire LARP started up, and I started with my good friend Thomas who has been my person I go to for sanity/insanity... He's a Malkavian (crazy/psycho vampire) red head... Anyone who has played World of Darkness knows this is a chaotic mixture. Still makes him amazing. It started there. The middle of this two day event included sleep then a party with alcohol ($500 +) over a 7 hour period.... an increasingly horrib...

01 March 2015, 02:33 AM
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Dazzle Me Pretty

So, I am trying to win a full ride scholarship to a beautify school. I doubt it's going to work, but that hasn't stopped me. I went online and looked up the proper procedure to apply makeup and a simple look for right now. I plan to master this and some fun eye shadow effects so that I may may be able to apply these at the show.. and maybe get a scholarship. So, yay! Fun things in life.

27 February 2015, 01:11 AM
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Happiness ensues!

So, last night my boyfriend and I stole away to a secret place in the forests of my college town. We feasted on eggs, pancakes, and fruits, followed by trouncing around in the magical kingdom of Hobby Lobby where my sweet many found (and bought) me the most adorable of owls whom I have named Book Worm. This was followed by a trip to the cluttered house of Hastings where my boyfriend and myself found ourselves entranced by the shelves and shelves of books and comics and manga. Finally, we esca...

22 February 2015, 04:39 PM
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Hello My Lovelies!

So, I've been down with extreme emotional swings. Not quite sure what is causing this though I have some ideas as to what is maybe happening. My ex from last year came back into town and is wanting to be special snowflake in all of the amatuer larps here in town... yet again... He is a power player who doesn't truly understand role play or how to reel himself in... And there is plenty more of things I see wrong with him.. but dating someone does that. Besides that, my art 101 class is bummi...

21 February 2015, 04:48 PM
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DYSTOPIA!

Okay, back from an amazing weekend at Dystopia Rising. I will write more later... after thoughts and bleed dies down. ALL OF THE AWESOME! idratherbeinbravo.com

16 February 2015, 04:11 AM
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Happiness of the week

I cleaned my rooooooom! <3 All of the love. My boyfriend helped and then got me a beautiful tapestry! We hung that up today which was fun. Also, I seem to be accepted back into the friend circle I was originally apart of... However, I am being a little wary of it. My boyfriend and I checked out apartments - turned one down. Now we need to see who will be moving in or won't be moving in with us, put down payments down, and wait.

05 February 2015, 05:52 AM
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HAPPY DAYS FOR ALL!

Soo, school has started up, and I am getting back into routine. It's been awesome so far. I do not feel over whelmed and see myself enjoying every minute of it. I have been way happy. It's been awesome because when I am happy, I am incredibly motivated. Motivated me is sexy and fun and outgoing and all of the things I have missed about me. /hugs self Now, last night I did have a set back... but everything will work out for the best. NOW! The best thing of all.... NEW character for a game ...

27 January 2015, 01:30 PM
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Happiness Day ...some number...

It's probably 6... or 7... Either way, it's happy. THE SUN CAME OUT! And it's not tomorrow. Stop it... now.... I know that is a movie that came out, but stop. Bad song. Secondly, I found out my college is doing a cash advance where I will get $500 for.... I guess books or whatever. This is great for art supplies, workout stuffs. I am very excited about this. Also, I found my boyfriend this adorable little house... and I painted it... and wrote a message saying that the house was our futur...

16 January 2015, 04:14 PM
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Happiness 4 & 5

I didn't post yesterday! Busy and tiring, but good. I had a mental set back partially because my period is coming on and so all of my emotions hit me at once. However, I am better. I am burning bright and moving forward. Good thing for yesterday - good day at work. I got an extra hour of work for more monnies! Also, I checked out a new video game. Secondly day (today), has been good too. I cried, but I made a decision to stop caring about the old friend group... I don't like calling them...

14 January 2015, 12:41 AM
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