Downturn

I tought I get used to loneliness and all the stuff with it. My summer was all good, I did my job, went on holiday and almost had a boyfriend. I were fine. But now, it's just the 3rd week of school and everything is like last year. We had a dance rehearsal today, as I wrote it, I didn't have a partner. It was so humilitating, everyone looked at me like 'oh, that little loser doesn't have a pair again', and when some of the girls left, none of the remaining guys wanted to help me practice. I'm...

18 September 2014, 08:01 PM
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Prom

I woke up at 4, this morning, because I had to go to school for 7 and I live a bit far. As I standed at the bus stop the Moon and stars were still on the sky. I were specially grumpy, you know. I were thinking about our prom, it'll be in november (with proms we celebrate to become a graduate, not the graduation itself). We hold a big ceremony, where at first the graduates get a ribbon. We wear it on our coats or bags in the last year. Than we dance a formal waltz. The problem is, that I'd lik...

18 September 2014, 09:27 AM
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I've already written two notes, and I couldn't post them. They disappeared, also my comments did. :(

17 September 2014, 05:05 AM
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Little introduction

So, I'm an 18-year-old girl from centern Europe, Hungary (so english isn't my native language, sorry for my mistakes). I'm in the last year of secondary school. I don't really have friends, neither a boyfriend. I cannot make relationships, so I'm kind of a forever alone I think. That's why I do this page. I can't talk to people about serious stuff so I write to strangers. I hope you'll understand me.

16 September 2014, 09:23 AM
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