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17 April 2015, 11:18 PM
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Have you ever wanted something so much that you couldn't wait for it?? You just had to have it right then? ... That's how I feel right now. I don't want to wait anymore if I know what I want and when I want it.

21 January 2014, 01:06 AM
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An answer about my previous relationships

I'm going to be honest. I lay in bed sometimes, thinking about all the "what-ifs." What if he wakes up one morning and thinks I'm not that special? What if he wakes up and decides he can do better? There's too many reasons why I would give up on relationships. But for the last two years I've decided that I don't want to go from guy to guy anymore. I want the next relationship I get in to be my last relationship.

19 January 2014, 04:01 AM
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Feeling lonely..

Right now I'm laying in bed, and I'm so tired. I wish there was someone to lay in bed with me...

18 January 2014, 08:59 PM
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I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that....

20 December 2013, 04:11 PM
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Leave my heart open but it stays right here in its cage

16 December 2013, 03:22 AM
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I love the cold weather. Hot chocolate. Knit sweaters. Boots. Fuzzy stuff :3

15 December 2013, 07:03 PM
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This picture speaks to me in a way.

14 December 2013, 07:01 PM
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Answer to someones question

In two years I see myself still being a spiritual woman and putting God first. I'll be in college continuing my dreams of becoming an Elementary teacher. Relationship wise, I hope to be with someone I'm serious about; who loves God and loves me. But life happens and we can't control what will be thrown our way.

13 December 2013, 04:35 AM
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I'm getting really tired of losing people.

12 December 2013, 08:42 PM
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What if I have some idea of love in my head and it's just totally wrong?

12 December 2013, 05:18 AM
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ATM

Delirious. Restless. Confused. Stressed. Tired.

12 December 2013, 05:10 AM
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Live anyway

My whole life I've been telling myself, "don't be afraid." And it's only now that I'm realizing how stupid that is. Don't be afraid. It's like saying, "don't move out of the way when someone tries to punch you," or, "don't flinch at the heat of the fire," or, "don't blink." Don't be human. I'm afraid and you're afraid and we're always going to be afraid, because that's the point. What I should be telling myself is, "be afraid, but do it anyway." Live anyway.

12 December 2013, 04:50 AM
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And while all of us are drowning She holds her breath So we can breathe And keeps an empty Open heart Just as the door Through which we leave And kindling our fires With words euphoric And dizzy Like gin She lights each one of our candles And forgets to leave Any matches For her.

12 December 2013, 04:31 AM
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Sometimes we expect more from others, because we would be willing to do that much for them..

12 December 2013, 04:28 AM
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Super sick in bed. Whoever is reading this, I love you so much and God loves you too. I hope you are having an amazing week. Remember, you are beautiful. Please don't ever try and look like the people you see on television, in the magazines, or on posters because it's fake. It only causes an unhealthy mind about how you see yourself. You are perfect the way you are.

12 December 2013, 04:06 AM
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Untitled

I hate telling this story because I know I will eventually end up in tears even before I finish but...... here goes. Back in 2009, I fell in love. Hardcore. Madly, deeply, passionately, in love. His name is Alexander, 18 at the time, and I was 16 or 17. And I put him first in everything I did. I guess you can say that's where I went wrong. Anyway... A few months after we met, we were inseparable. Late night talks on the phone, skyping, everything teenagers do--it was the most perfect relati...

11 December 2013, 12:35 AM
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