Getting.... Well......

Well a lot has happened. Thanks to support from people who commented and friends and family I have gotten help with my cutting. I didn't do it but my therapist recommended that I see a well shrink is what I call it but u know what I mean. And he put me on anti depressants but its the lowest dosage but still I don't want to take it I'm only 13 almost 14 and I have drug history on both sides of my family! But I'm not going to do drugs I'm completely against it I have seen to much to do it. But ...

05 April 2014, 04:54 AM
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My life

Well my life has been a roller coaster lately. my cousin passed away then on the morning of his funeral we found another one of my cousins has passed that morning. So my family has been going through a lot right now.... but its not all bad my father is getting out of prison in late march so i get to see him again! i am so excited i miss him so much! now i wont have to listen to my mom and step-dad everytime they come over i can just go hang out with him. my mom has always told me that we are ...

20 February 2014, 01:22 AM
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Not yet...

Well i haven't cut yet. i have had more suicide thoughts though. My mom and Step-dad are visiting and more drama has started now hes up in a room. (he told my mom obviously to make her feel bad that it was to prevent arguments) and my mother of course took his side telling me i should be more respectful with adults and i didn't even do anything. and another thing that made me mad was it was all over something really stupid! i was kidding with my mom telling her to shut up and she knew i was k...

06 January 2014, 02:09 AM
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I think i might cut again

Dear diary, since i have found out that my stepdad and my mom might date again i think i might cut again its just I cant believe she chose him over my trust!! idk if ii can ever trust her or him EVER again. i feel like since she obviously dosent care and shes the person that gave birth 2 me that maybe my life isnt worth living. At least for now ik i wont kill myself but its really hard to not cut again. i dont have scars because when i first did it (it was with anything i could get my hands o...

28 December 2013, 11:57 PM
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