Day 16

Dear diary, it has been awhile.. My life has changed.. so much. At the moment, I am feeling confused. I do not know where I should stand.. sometimes, I am wondering to myself of what I am doing, is it really me, is it want I really want. I feel like my relationship is not the same.. My boyfriend said to me that he does not love me anymore.. One day, he feels he loves me.. again the next day, he feels leaving me.. He does not know what love is.. He does not know what has happened to him.. It ...

19 March 2015, 02:54 PM
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24 June 2014, 03:31 AM
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Day15

Dear diary, many things had happened to me. One of my dearest friend got kicked out of the village, which had both positive and negative ways toward me.. He became stubborn and thought negatively about me and others. Therefore, there was the distance between us for a while.. It made my boyfriend and I settled our relationship down and we both could deal with it easily without his help. It was kind of sad about him, but I like the way I am now. I am happy :)

04 June 2014, 02:07 PM
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Day14

Dear diary, it was quite hard for me to not being nervous for the first place at the new job. I was trying to cope with myself by singing a lovely song; fly me to the moon. Well, I did well for the first day and I had tried drinks and churro as well. I love working here and of course I will be a good worker as I am always :)

04 June 2014, 02:03 PM
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Day13

Dear diary, today was another day for me. I feel alright, happy with myself. :) I find that it is not that hard to let it go. I just need to put more effort to do it. Then a happiness will come. I love Star Wars, I cannot believe that I never seen it hahahaaaaa <3

20 March 2014, 02:45 PM
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Day12

Dear dairy, last night, we had the talk. The real talk about what we want to do individually. I am so glad that we didn't break up. But until now, I am still confused and keep thinking of what actually happened last night. I am really confused... I know what I want and I would eventually achieve it by myself. I cannot explain how I feel right now. It is just blank to me. Is it because I know that we are better right now? or is it just because I didn't expect that he would understand me.. unti...

15 March 2014, 10:49 AM
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Day11

Dear diary, I believed that having a rule of a relationship sets us up better. It makes us feel like its the beginning of us to go on. However, the truth came to my mind that everything we will depend on the rule, and if one breaks it up, the argument will follow. I am seen into 2 different perspectives, when I am with him, and without him. I am told that I am more happy to be alone, rather than with him because when he is here, everything that I learnt, will disappear. It will separate me in...

14 March 2014, 03:40 PM
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Life is good

Dear diary, I normally get back home, and feel so sad, then I'll start crying.. But now, I am not. I feel good and happy. Also, today on the bus, I was trying to think of cheating on my boyfriend as he said its normal for people to THINK but not to do in a relationship. So I tried and it worked. I love it! Tonight, I won't cry like a baby again, I don't want to make him think that we will come to an end. I will be fine. :)

13 March 2014, 02:20 PM
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Day10

Dear diary, my boyfriend told me that "To love someone is to love yourself" That's why he wants to love himself enough to love me.. The truth is some people love someone before they love themselves. The fact is some people love themselves before they love someone.

13 March 2014, 08:17 AM
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Day 9

Dear diary, I have a relationship issue since he got back. He cheated on me and I found out.. It has been hurting me so much.. I am looking for the answer, but I cannot find it. I don't know what I want because sometimes, I just want to let it go, but sometimes, I just want to keep going. I am not tired of loving him, but I am tired of trying, even I don't know it is going to work. Last night, I learnt quite a lot about him, I learnt on what he thinks about the relationship. And I understo...

13 March 2014, 08:05 AM
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Day 8

Dear diary, They said "If someone really wants to see you, they'll find a reason, they'll find a way, and they'll make the effort." "A person who truly loves you will never let you go or give up on you, no matter how hard the situation is..." It is not true... I have been waiting for him every day.... I really love him.... But he probably forgets about me.. He has lots of friends to hangout. That girl.. and others.. What about me..? Seems like it's only me who is thinking the better ways,...

10 June 2013, 12:41 PM
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Day 7

Dear diary, I woke up by accidentally in the middle of night that I usually did. I though he is next to me... But no.. I was alone. Really alone.. I was just laying on my bed.. No more him besides me. I started crying and do not believe it is real and happened to us.. Why.. Why... Baby.. I'm gonna be single again.. I just cannot imagine a day without him... I know the answer. I know it.. and he keeps saying it's not gonna work for us... I do love him and care about him......... I wanna me...

10 June 2013, 12:39 PM
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Day 6

Dear diary, I have a big issue... He is going to break up with me. It's freak me out... I really miss him... I cannot wait for a week because I already know his answer.. I just don't want to believe it happened to me and us. I can do only begging him to not leave me here alone. But he always says negative things. Haha... It's really painful.. I go out every night for walking around some places that we have been together in uni. The weather is so cool but I can handle on it. And I keep thin...

10 June 2013, 12:37 PM
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Day 5

Dear diary, finally, I found someone who is special for me, someone who can take care of me, someone who can share stories and someone who can help me/each other to solve problems .. And you know what, I don't miss him anymore.. a guy who used to me one part of my life, who used to be mad at me all the time. Even right now, I am talking about him but I do not feel anything! I really do. :)

13 March 2013, 12:05 AM
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Day 4

Dear diary, I think I just broke someone's heart while I just found out that I love someone who is my friends.. It happened at the same situation... What should I suppose to be?? I am so sorry... I have been kept thinking of him all the time... I'm so crazy you know? I really want to explode to him with my feeling.. It suffers and hurts me.... but I am scared of his answer......... :(

06 February 2013, 10:59 AM
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Day 3

Dear diary, I have been missing him since last week.... I don't know why but I do. I want to use all of my power and tell him about my feeling directly... but I can't........... We used to be close friends.. but right now, we seldom talk.. I don't want to talk actually.. I cannot pretend that we are friends anymore.. Whether I should try to be just friend with him or just ignore him...

15 January 2013, 11:56 PM
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Dear diary, I've got exam in 40 minutes... but I'm feeling sleepy because I've no enough sleep yesterday! I need someone splash water down on my face or bind me as same as my favourite animation, Happy Tree Friends!! Wish me luck with my exam ToT~

10 December 2012, 12:13 AM
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My wishes..

Dear diary, I didn't talk with my dad for 2 days, for he didn't answer my phone. Nevertheless, I just know that he is sick.. his career is really very hard working. He is going to be 61 years old next year. The time is ticking... I cannot stop crying and thinking of him... I have many questions on my mind. I'm still worried ... I'm feeling like I don't want to use my parents' money anymore. I want to get a good job, I want to work!! I wish I will get TFN as soon as possible. I wish I was w...

04 December 2012, 03:21 PM
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Independent

I love free and easy life.. I wish I could fly on the sky.. I wish I could love you.. Good night dear diary.

02 December 2012, 11:59 AM
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Ian Somerhalder

The first thing that I look at a guy, it's eyes! I love his eyes, I love him so much.

01 December 2012, 04:05 PM
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