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It's impossible to lose what doesn't exist. It's impossible to ruin what hasn't been built. You can just dispel the illusion of what seems real...

01 May 2014, 12:51 PM
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the end

it is so hard to say good bye....even though you still want to be together...but we're "so different"...no trust...no confidence...jealousy...misunderstanding...so ironic that i had a thought recently "if we break up it is not because of me" and what do we have? i am the reason of all the problems...i don't know if i feel terrible because of the break up or because i feel so miserable...that i am not good in relationship that I ruin everything and whatever i try it ends up like this....i give...

22 March 2014, 04:14 PM
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3 words

It was too painful for the last time to try it again...

10 February 2014, 05:12 AM
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farewell is coming...again...will it be the same? i don't believe in distance...it really kills everything no matter how badly you want it...I can wait but can he?

02 January 2014, 08:14 AM
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me&him

i feel so comfortable with him, I don't like to name our relationship because it loses its magic right away....we are...now...i don't care about what happens next...in a month, in a week....whatever....probably it will not work but i am happy right now and he is what I really want right now...i am me with him...i am weak with him...i don't have to act strong...i am his little girl...

28 December 2013, 05:15 PM
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28 December 2013, 04:38 PM
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hoping for the best but expecting the worst

28 December 2013, 04:33 PM
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one day...

i want to be the special one...i want to feel exclusive...and i do not care about other supermodels...i know that you will inspire me to love every cm of my body and soul...and we will be together because there will be no other way...i know that.

16 May 2013, 09:50 PM
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"i like how you look and i like how you talk...but that's it...i mean behavior and actions can show the other side of you that i probably don't wanna know now...so i better just like you from aside...kinda esthetic satisfaction...i just dont wanna be hurt" i hope you will get it

03 April 2013, 01:10 AM
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and...welcome back butterflies!

02 April 2013, 08:20 AM
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Party Syndrom

it is important to know the limit for everything i mean the alcohol, the flirt, the dance...

01 April 2013, 11:45 AM
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Not everyone knows all 10...

01 April 2013, 11:42 AM
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no Sundays is enough to forgive you

17 March 2013, 10:31 PM
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jealousy...such a poison...i don't love/like/hate him but when i see how he treats her and compare with myself...i feel pathetic...

17 March 2013, 12:40 AM
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three of them called or texted me...happy? happy. Why? ...who knows...

16 March 2013, 01:41 AM
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attention is such a drug...when you feel someone's eye on you, you start to ask for more and more even though you dont need it...

16 March 2013, 01:36 AM
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boys...it became a trend of mine...i don't like a guy but he is attracted by me...i won't tell him that anything can happen...i will let him go for it...and then when it comes to the level when I can just beckon by finger and he will be mine i let it go...WTF!? i know it's mean...and it probably hurts....but cannot resist....

16 March 2013, 01:32 AM
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it's my birthday...and i'm waiting for 3 the most unnecessary person in my life to wish me smth this day...what an irony...

13 March 2013, 05:07 PM
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08 March 2013, 03:48 AM
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it's so sad to understand that a person that you sincerely loved as a friend as a brother...just don't care about you...yeah, if something happens probably he will stand for you...but it's not 100%...maybe 65%...and it really hurts...and there are a lot of ppl around me like that...i just started to understand it....i knew it but i didn't want to understand it and accept it...natural selection again...

05 March 2013, 05:26 PM
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