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Spiraling away

when everything is just out of your grasp and you just keep on reaching for it by it just keeps on spiraling away until you just give up and then it comes back but you don't want it anymore and you just have to deal with it because this is just life and life will happen and we can't change that so we just have to make the best out of what we have and remember how forcefully we were reaching for it when it comes back so we can be as grateful as we should be for all we have. And that's just that.

23 October 2014, 08:29 PM
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Music

What are we without music? I'm not sure when this started but I can't stop listening to music. I lost my headphones for a day and I almost had a breakdown. Maybe I am placing too much comfort with music but I can't withdraw it and I don't want to. The lyrics, the beat. the notes... They make me recognize myself.

12 October 2014, 07:04 PM
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Individual

I have always been told that I am an individual, but how can I be alone with my own thoughts and my own life when we all live with everyone else. We share with everyone else. We are not alone in life, so are we alone in spirit? I have these voices in my head, they don't belong to me. I don't know who they are, but they are a part of me. How can I be an individual when I share my life with so many others, and when my life is made by these others?

11 October 2014, 01:38 PM
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exploding

and everything is too much and sometimes I forget to breathe and it's as if I am going to explode. I cannot hold in all my emotions and all of my thoughts anymore. I am leaking me. Soon I will overload and explode.

09 October 2014, 07:02 PM
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