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HyperBall Game 1

I just don't know what the hell happened to me. Last Saturday, Feb 16, 2013, we had a seminar. I know it's a bit odd not seeing the HR2 boys or seeing Matty with this chick. (No scratch the word chick and replace it with a 5feet or 5and a half feet tall evil minion trying so hard to be a 6ft tall loud mouthed evil bitch) They sat together right in front of me. It was like I've been bitch slapped 100 times. It hurts so much that I saw 2 drops of tears falling from my eyes. I needed to focus wi...

17 February 2013, 05:31 PM
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Jan 26 2013 - NSTP Day

It has been almost two months since the my crazy Christmas Break (To cut the long story short. Jake texted-I am half crazy&half stupid- confessed that I like him- he also did- landian for a couple of days-he didnt text-he was cold-happy new year to us- "Do you love me, Anna?" - "No I like you but im not sure i love you- After 5 hrs, "Im so sorry Anna. You know I like you but I have a girlfriend now- There goes Anna feeling more like a moron) Well, that's okay. I received a text from Matty aft...

17 February 2013, 05:13 PM
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The picture says it all. I never intended to get emotional right now but I read my friend's blog and I can't help not to be affected. I actually did liked him. I don't know when it all started but the ending (as you might have concluded) is bittersweet. I hate the feeling that I actually go to his room just to see him even if he doesn't look my way when I'm around. The fact that I can see him makes my day complete. (Not all the time but girl, you get the point right?) I visit his twitter acco...

31 October 2012, 06:35 PM
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My Popsicle Stick

It's our semestral break and I've been a couch potato for more than three weeks. I thought this would be my chance to have a quality time with my friends and get some sleep or even work out to loose all those stored fats but HELL NOOO. I've been eating junk foods, sleeping on 4am everyday plus I don't go out often. So yeah today, I decided to fix my clothes, my shoes, bags and my work desk. It feels good. Well, I accidentally opened one of my old boxes and found post its from someone special ...

31 October 2012, 05:59 PM
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The best line was Basha's. Yeah I am the one who has the problem. I chose to pick Matty eventhough I know it's plain stupid. Funny thing is I am the one who can't move on. I am the one who acts as if I am the victim. Well yeah, partially but I just need to keep reminding myself that this was my choice. I liked this and I picked this. Maybe one day I will just get over this and be happy for him. "Yung totoo, umaasa pa akong sabihin mo na ako pa din." Yeahright.

16 October 2012, 01:39 PM
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26 more days

For the past couple of days, I have been bugged by the idea that alot of things had had happened and the only thing not changing is the fact that Jake and I are still ignoring each other. It hurts me that he just comes and go as easily as that. It hurts me that each time this "on-off friendship", he leaves a part of me hanging. How could he actually do that? How can he make me feel hurt eventhough I never let him be close enough to do so. Or did I? I just don't know how it started- the fact t...

15 October 2012, 05:00 PM
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OKAY. I just wrote my latest entry and I just don't know if I'm super paranoid, half-crazy or WTF IS HAPPENING?! So I am searching for an image for the latest post while watching TV at the same time. Then suddenly HIMYM played in StarWorld. Marshall, Barney, Lily and Ted were asking for Gael's name. And one of them (don't care and didn't mind who) thought it was "Jake". SERIOUSLY?! NO. S E R I O U S L Y?! Am I mistaken to hear Jake or it was really the name I heard. For goodness sake, why am ...

15 October 2012, 04:54 PM
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College Night

it has been a week that I really feel so pressured and stressed. Being a president of a class is unimaginable. Plus it is our college week and all of us are busy, stressed and half awake. Well, I chose this task and I should be ready. Well, I SHOULD but I wasn't. I am still trying to figure out my way through this. You know guys that I did chose to be busy because I have been stuck with Matty, Jake and all the mixed feelings in between. I am starting to be more carefree during the two months ...

22 September 2012, 12:00 PM
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THE DAY THAT JENNA LOST HER JAKE

The title says it all. "Jenna lost her Jake" Well, you know that Jake and I don't talk. We ignore each other. (Well, not really ignore ignore. How can you ignore someone who played a huge part of your life?) We don't talk. But I was shocked, speechless,startled.. name it when he texted me last Aug 24. He was talking as if we didn't even had a conflict or an awkward moment. He said that he texted because Inna, his new crush, asked him that he shouldn't be bitter and just talk to me. (Ouch, so ...

31 August 2012, 04:26 PM
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PRETEND.

It's been a while since I last posted an entry here. I missed talking to you, my dear blog. Well, technically, I'm not talking to you. I'm just pretending and thinking that you're a person for the time frame while I'm writing here. Yes, PRETENDING. One thing I am good at. Earlier today in my Marketing class, we were asked to write our competitive advantages in a piece of paper. Yes, we're businesses now. We have an edge among other people, or should I say other businesses. Well, the first thi...

31 August 2012, 04:05 PM
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Okay since I am so open today with my feelings and I just watched Awkward S02 E07, I will admit. I miss Jake. I miss his texts and IM's; his random hi's and silly pickup lines. It was just so sad that he almost had me this time. I thought of leaving every Matty-space then poof. He just had to cut me off. It is sad to know I can't give him what he wanted from me but he let me go. Now, I will too. I'm also tired of our okay-not okay cycle. He can flirt all he want. And yes I care because I lear...

10 August 2012, 04:13 PM
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You know what. I like Matty but I like Jake too. It's so hard to distinguish which one weighs more but I think I don't care anymore. I just saw my "ex" today and I know nothing is going on between us. I mean I did missed my "ex" but I miss him in a way that I miss hanging out and talking to him. I miss the person not the feeling. I just miss him because he's funny and lame. But the memories are still treasured ofcourse. I just know that I missed my chance with him and that's it. I've moved on...

10 August 2012, 03:54 PM
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STAY POSITIVE !

09 August 2012, 07:08 PM
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LET'S PRAY FOR THE PHILIPPINES!

08 August 2012, 05:20 AM
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Rainy days and Mondays Part 3

This is it. Aug 6,first day of our preliminary exams and I am not so confident that I will get a passing grade. I just don't know if it's pure luck or coincidence that the classes where suspended and I was happy about it. I can review more tomorrow and on Wednesday since PM classes are excused for those days. Yey! We went to McFasis to eat our lunch. I am hyped because it was rare to eat with my friends in AM sched. Almost all of us were there except for Matty, Jake, and our little guy friend...

08 August 2012, 04:13 AM
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Rainy Days and Mondays 2

Sunday afternoon came and I was stressed about our NSTP project. Well, I forgot about it and I was reminded when Matty texted me about it. I was "cold" to him since last night and still, I replied. No emoticons; No period; One question, one answer replies. Suddenly, he called me. Pwede naman sa text nalang magtanong. Then he IMed me in FB. He was the first to submit to me. He was asking for more tasks. I gave him our groupmate's work. He was so fast and his resouces are legit. He then asked f...

06 August 2012, 05:10 PM
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Rainy Days and Mondays

I recently watched a basketball game. It was a rainy Saturday afternoon and I was excited to watch a basketball game with my block last year. I don't know what got into me but when Matty arrived with one of our friends, I started to be a bitch and I just passed by them. I didn't even looked back when they said hi. Maybe, it started when I found out that my seat will be far from my friends who were mostly seated on M, F & H. I was stressed out because of the prelims and the weather makes me gr...

06 August 2012, 04:26 PM
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10 Signs It's Time to Let Go

1. Someone expects you to be someone you’re not. – Don’t change who you are for anyone else. It’s wiser to lose someone over being who you are, than to keep them by being someone you’re not. Because it’s easier to mend a broken heart, than it is to piece together a shattered identity. It’s easier to fill an empty space in your life where someone else used to be, than it is to fill the empty space inside yourself where YOU used to be. 2.A person’s actions don’t match their words. – Everybo...

06 August 2012, 04:12 PM
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Awkward S02 E06

So I'm currently watching Awkward Season 2 and am trying to figure out the things I wanna say. First, I think I am going nuts. I am feeling such a bad ass since I skipped classes last Wednesday and now here I am.. skipped 2 subjects for a Go See in our school. Well I really like walking and modeling but after I have done what I did, I am wondering.. is this what I really want? Did everything I forgone is worth it? Well what's done is done. Another thing is Matty. As usual. But this time it is...

03 August 2012, 04:09 PM
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31 July 2012, 01:21 PM
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