I just realized that i wrote 4 note in the same time just because i'm angry but i'm released now after writing all my thoughts
The only thing that keep me holding on is that i have some good friends that help within thick and thin i love my friends and i miss i love them moore than anyone else they did somethings for me that even my family didn't
Walking down the streets and just wishing of somekind of criminals shoot me or just a car hit me
I wish i could just die and get over this miserable life I WANT TO DIIIIIIIIE Is there anyone here can help me i tried many times to die but never worked cause i'm too weak
I hate my family especially my mom
I wish i can just stop lying about my real life, my life is miserable but also perfect in the sight of my friends. I don't have anything cool as i say to my friends in my life
I wanna cry so bad but i can't i don't know why but i just can't cry does it mean i became stronger ??
I just realized that only true happy people who doesn't have diaries. What a world !!!
I wish i had a smartphone no really i'm talking serious. i have a phone but not a smartphone and i'm really ashamed between my friends
I think i hate my little sister , since she was born, no one has cared about me anymore, no one give me attention at home, if she do something wrong i got the blame in either ways i'm always the one who gets the blame. No one care about me but in the end they say we treat you all with the same way with no separation between you . Honestly, she destroyed my life.
The happy ending
Maybe the happy ending is just moving on.
People realize how you were so important to them only when you're gone and it's too late now
I'm confused, and my life is all messed up , i can't think anymore right, i'm a writer, i actually write poems and it has been 2 months i haven't wrote anything. I don't know what's happening to me