Tired

I just can't understand why everyone blames everything on me when I did nothing. I came back from a long trip, tired, at 1AM, but the first words I got was a lecture. Something that isn't even related to me. How was I supposed to know that the bookstore was closed when I haven't been there for over 2 years? Why do I have to be the one to deal with all the receipts and technology? My sisters aren't dumb. Although I know they never do something and blame all on me. I just hate how they all ...

07 July 2014, 06:36 PM
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I used to wake up by myself from the natural light, but now, every morning, all I hear is shouts and fights.

27 June 2014, 01:12 PM
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Can they just all shut up and not talk at the same time? It's tiring to hear complaints from both sides.

26 June 2014, 03:46 PM
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You yell and you yell. Little did I know and I took a bit from you, yet you yell toward all of them.

19 June 2014, 05:42 PM
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I hate you

You've been yelling all morning non-stop, and complaining about everything and all I had to do was to listen you whine. I just say no once and there you are telling me how useless I am. I'm just so done with everything about you. Tell me why did I have to be your child. You're the worst.

19 June 2014, 05:38 PM
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Ugh. It's only morning and all the stuffs that are already happening. My sister being a snob and cursing at me because she needs to "study" and she can't review with noises. Sorry but look who watches animes until 11pm then starts her study with blasting music. My mother who just says how useless I am because I'm not often home. There's a reason why I don't like to be at home, and today I'm out working. I seriously can't understand why I'm still here.

07 June 2014, 01:47 PM
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Whether I want to move out of this country in the future or not is not your decision, but mine. To be honest, the reason why I want to move far away is to start everything anew and forget all this miserable past.

02 June 2014, 01:15 AM
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I've been making the wrong friends. There's this girl who'd always complain about everything and wouldn't do things by herself. I mean, she's 20 years old, and even older than me, yet she wants to be treated like a kid. I'm fed up seriously. I can't even take my own decision about my own future without her butting in and saying no to everything. It's my own life, I do what I want, I don't care.

02 June 2014, 01:11 AM
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Some people don't know how to keep their mouths shut.

31 May 2014, 04:20 PM
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I get it that you're tired, but can't you see that I am too? I've been staying up countless nights just to help you out on your project and that's how your thank me? What a grateful person you are.

30 May 2014, 04:14 AM
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I've seriously had enough of my sister's snob character. She just pisses me off all the time. She uses my stuffs without asking, she takes everything without asking. And she'd care less, acting as if we owe her something. Also how she just snaps all the time. I mean, I just came to talk to her about what she 'borrowed' and pouff, look who's getting shouted and retorted at. I really dislike her, and I mean it.

30 May 2014, 04:12 AM
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#100days

Because I'm being immature about age, I'll start my days countdown until I'll be 18. What a sad life.

29 May 2014, 05:27 AM
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I hate having all the responsability just because I'm the oldest. They're basically just using me for everything.

27 May 2014, 08:24 PM
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Nothing

I hate how she thinks she knows everything about me, but in reality, she knows nothing.

24 May 2014, 02:01 PM
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Too much

People have been expecting too much from me. I'm scared to disappoint them.

24 May 2014, 03:35 AM
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Okay, I'm still squealing like a crazy mad teen in love. I'm a young adult, okay. xD Basically people, well his friends, asked if my crush and I were a couple. His face was so red hahaha. Well too bad, I said 'no'..

22 May 2014, 11:35 PM
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520

Today's could've been a better day if I wasn't home at all.

20 May 2014, 04:06 PM
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Seriously, I just want to walk out of this life. I don't see why I'm still "needed" here....

20 May 2014, 03:52 PM
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I don't understand my mother, and won't take anymore effort to understand her. She wants me to get good grades and excel at school, but she's always complaining how I'm spending too much time at school or at the library. Then she'd ask me why I don't work, and mess up everything again. I basically don't hang out with my friends anymore, I skip meals, I do everything just to get perfect grades for her. But in the end, she'd just call me useless. 109 days until I'm major, and I can't wait to...

20 May 2014, 03:28 PM
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I want to be free.

20 May 2014, 03:22 PM
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