It started with a cut

Twice, thrice, and so on. But still, every time, I want to give up on life. I really hate everything.

02 March 2014, 05:04 AM
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Time like this, I wish I could really get out of here.

02 March 2014, 05:03 AM
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E2W

I'm going to send the form for audition. I'm so going to humiliate myself, omg. I haven't learned any dances yet... Good luck to myself~

01 March 2014, 05:40 AM
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Tired

Haven't sleeping for the past three days. I feel like I'm going to pass out, but I need to go to class. I don't want to, should I just skip the class? But it's the last revision class.

28 February 2014, 11:45 AM
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Study

Midterms.. ugh. I can't study for two exams on the same day, back to back. For sure, I'll fail one of the two, it's always been like that. No doubt, it'll be psychology, but I don't fully understand Political Ideologies...

27 February 2014, 03:31 AM
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#earthneedyou

Bang Yongguk, you'll forever be my role model♥

26 February 2014, 11:52 AM
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I'm supposed to be studying, but I can't. I get distracted at everything, and I already know, I'm going to fail the exam.

24 February 2014, 02:00 AM
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New haircut

I'm crying it's so ugly, ugh. They give the best hair/head massage, and they blowdry is perfect. But the man who cut hair, he's rough and does a bad job. ):<

23 February 2014, 01:22 AM
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I'm so disorganizes, and it's getting out of control.. Translations are pilling up, and I'm barely getting anything done. Midterm exams this week, barely have time to study. I think I should really quit dancing, but that's the only thing that make me relaxed and remind me that I'm myself.

22 February 2014, 10:03 PM
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No, don't try to act all innocent. That won't work on me. Whenever you're wrong, you just say the opposite and act as if nothing mattered. I hate you, so much. I'm ashamed to call you 'mother'.

22 February 2014, 05:38 PM
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Psychology

I'm seriously starting to hate this subject. It takes super long hours to finish a simple assignment that isn't even worth 5%!

20 February 2014, 06:17 AM
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Lame jokes

They're so lame, but I laugh so hard. I laughed for a good minute, wow. I'm so weird.

20 February 2014, 04:33 AM
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Giving up

I don't care if I fail anymore. Psychology is so demanding, I think I'm going crazy.

19 February 2014, 06:30 AM
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Cancelled class

For the first time of the semester, I finally got a class cancelled, omg. Took a nap until now, never felt so much better than now, wow.

18 February 2014, 03:16 PM
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Braces

UGH, THE PAIN.

17 February 2014, 09:56 PM
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They ask me why.

What's the point to go on? A mother who always brings you down, two sisters you give you a crap and use you as their punchingbag, a father who doesn't give a damn of what's happening. This family. I don't know what to say anymore. I can't go on a fake a smile, acting as if everything's okay. I just can't take anything anymore.

16 February 2014, 10:15 PM
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I hate you, I hate you so much. I don't even want to call you my mom. What's the point of having you if all you do is to make me feel like a useless garbage. Because of you, I want to leave this life, not even with a second thought. If I leave, I'll forever remember that you're the one who had taken my life.

16 February 2014, 05:13 PM
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Updates.

Sometime, I really feel like wanting to give up, and quit the team, but then I start to feel bad because I'm one of the oldest member, and I'm a manager. But on the other, they can find someone who perfectly fits my role, right? You don't need to know all 473895 languages anyway.

16 February 2014, 04:26 AM
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Gosh, I think I might have a crush on my Cal1 classmate. But then, I might my childhood mate again, and omg he's still a cutie. It sounds weird. Scott is really cute, and got braces, like hgiufsf. but then, I don't think I'm that attracted to him, like a crush crush, probably more because he's asian LOL. idk, he's a friend's friend. awkward. As for Andy. I'm going to admit, we were like childhood sweethearts, but then, we haven't talk for sooooo long. And yesterday, we just hung out togethe...

16 February 2014, 02:44 AM
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That sister

I hate her, I hate her so much. It's not even a momental feeling, but a long-term one. She thinks she's superior to everyone. She treats us like poor dirt. What have we ever done to you? It's my mistake to treat her so well. Now, I know. I can't call her "my sister" really. She's a demon.

14 February 2014, 04:21 AM
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