A huge mess

I don't know how I'll get back on my two feet. I've been focusing on personal life and other useless stuffs so much, I completely forgot about school deadlines. I'm dead. The semester isn't even starting well.

10 February 2014, 02:33 PM
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What if I disappear for real?

Would they even care?

10 February 2014, 05:45 AM
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I just wanted a little bit of attention

At times like this, I just want to disappear. All I ask for is to be given a little attention, or at least listen to what I say. But apprently, they're all too busy to listen to me; watching television, being on the computer, or simply just doing nothing.

10 February 2014, 05:45 AM
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I seriously dislike my family. I don't understand them, and I don't want to try anymore. When I give them my full attention, they keep on mocking and diregarding me. But when I think about myself before them, they call me selfish and useless. Shouldn't I get to love myself too? I'm not your slave. I just can't wait to be able to leave his household forever.

09 February 2014, 10:32 PM
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I am human too, you know...

05 February 2014, 11:15 PM
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Tired of everything.

04 February 2014, 12:37 AM
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Feb 3 2014

Today is probably the worst day, or maybe very unlucky but still. UGH. It's normal, but periods are just so painful. I hate first days. I couldn't concentrate a bit in RM and in Fitness. My performance today was probably the worst. Then, stupid lady ran like a manwoman and bumped hard on my without apologizing, and my phone's being kapout because it fell in the slushy disgusting brown snow.

03 February 2014, 06:14 PM
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You say yes, then you say no, then yes again. I try my best to be a good sister, but you always sulk and yell at me. It's sad how I put my everything to treat them so well, but in return, they just don't care and bash me all the time.

01 February 2014, 07:33 PM
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People often compliment me, and I love it. Other might think I'm eccentric, but really, these compliments make up for the trouble I pass through.

01 February 2014, 04:57 AM
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Coming back home late and drunk. Everyone was worried, why are you mad?

26 January 2014, 07:11 AM
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Coming out

She confessed to me today that she's lesbian. Dude, that's just so cool. Although I sensed it since we first met, but yo, that's just cool okay.

25 January 2014, 04:26 AM
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A girl's thing

Girls gossip a lot, like really A LOT. Whenever they talk about stuffs, I always try to get away. I feel awkward talking behind someone's back. If they freely talk about these people, what do they say behind my back? I'm not sure what to think...

25 January 2014, 04:24 AM
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I'm human too...

24 January 2014, 04:28 AM
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Yells at me because I don't want to get out of my room as I'm studying, but then also yells at me when I go out because she called me as I'm not studying. What the hell do you want me to do.

24 January 2014, 02:09 AM
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#mariano

I really don't like those people. It's wrong because I'm not close to any of them, or do I know them personnally, but they all got at attitude /Chinese people, you know. They always get so much drama and all, but that's not the point. Like seriously. I can be whatever I want to be; loud, weird, and me. I don't need your opinions, nor your obviously judging glares. What have I done to you. I tried to be friendly, but nope. I'm so done. They'll have that bad reputation for me until the end.

19 January 2014, 04:33 AM
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Day one

First day of school isn't that bad. Sure, it was boring and blabla, first classes are never full. English; the memoir, seems okay. I don't like readings much, but somehow, I'll manage to pass the class. It's autobiographies/biographies only anyway. IB; the teacher seems cool. Country/maps addicts, seems pretty fun. I'm excited to see more of his courses~ Math; calculus one. Someone, please tell me why I failed that class in the first semester.. I love Shahibi, now that I encounter this tea...

18 January 2014, 05:51 AM
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School...

I was so excited to go to school yesterday, but now I'm already feeling tired. Dawson, why do we have to start on a Friday?! Ugh.

17 January 2014, 11:53 AM
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Saving up is so hard. Especially since I spend so much. Got $153 in the jar, but I don't know if I'll be able to survive until the end... Week 3 just passed, but that temptation to take the money out. It's so frustrating. B.A.P's having a comeback, I don't know how I'll survive. Hopefully, I'll have enough money out of the savings, if not, I'll be screaming.

16 January 2014, 03:01 PM
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Some people can be so annoying. I like the team, it'll almost make my one year in it, but some of them just take advantage of my kindness.

15 January 2014, 02:29 PM
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Waking up super early, excited for school, but it's only starting in two days... The break is too long ; A ;

15 January 2014, 12:47 PM
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