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and after a long abscence...

I am back,but not the same way I left ,this time there are missing pieces of m,I've changed,I don't know if it's to the better or the worst but I've changed,in three months the life that I've known disapred and turned into hell,I literelly woke up that day to ralized that my mother and brother are no longer home,that my brother is facing a very rare illness,from that moment I had to grow up,way older than my age I had to take the responsibility of our home of my baby sister and school and on ...

26 March 2014, 05:08 PM
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That girl.

That girl laughs while crying,never admits how much she's scarred of what she can do to her self,that girl pretends that she's okay and pushes people away by hiding behind her shell just to prove to the world that she's tough while,in the inside she's a wreck,that girl is the opposite of every thing she shows, whenever you ask her,she'll say she's fine with the hope that you'll notice that she's not;only to be disappointed by your negligence. She's always smiling,helping people,but behind t...

20 October 2013, 09:46 PM
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one day I woke up and realized that I've turned into every thing I hated in the past and I was scarred of,I've always been the care free girl,who does what she wants and has nothing to hide,but now,my secrets are weighting e down and been obliged to lie to the most precious people on my life,the people who protected me ,raised me and trusted me is killing me from the inside, to make my suffering even more miserable I'm disobeying Allah,,,,,,,I tried,I tried several times to end my misery onl...

18 October 2013, 10:16 PM
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mon défaut!

Comme une bulle de savon légère et pure qui monte à l'infinie ça se que je veux être et ne plus rien ressentir,me perdre dans l'oublie et ne pas pensé aux conséqeunce,vivre le moment et ne pas pensé se que les autres pensent de mois ;je veux être au néant où le vent envahie mon coeur avec ses fraîches brises et éfface touts..........ça se que je veux mais je n'oseras pas à le dire à haute voix ça besoin un peux de courage et jusetement c'est le courage qui me fait défaut....................

18 October 2013, 11:09 AM
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I don't care!

I simply don't care anymore and in some how it's actually liberating,it gives me this freedom that I've never had when I was worrying about others opinions and I like this feeling.

17 October 2013, 09:27 PM
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