Amazing

its amazing how life could turn out sometime. One day you overcome your fear of becoming something so terrifying. Next moment you know, you made yourself become the fear itself. I once thought I had the world in my grasp. I have nothing, I had the wrong idea from the very beginning. Have faith in people, but trust yourself. It frightens me how I am becoming the villain of this book, I am terrified, petrified. I guess in the end, I have no right to be happy as well. I felt it slips away from...

03 December 2013, 11:53 PM
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lone wolf

when then world turn on me I am not going to beg it to come back. I don't need it, I don't need anything. I don't need anyone. I will lone wolf take on this world. and come back and take a giant dump on their face.

19 October 2013, 09:22 PM
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hi

really really miss you.... especially it seems like you don't want to talk to me anymore now... I miss hearing good night and good morning from you... really sorry I did those things... I hope we can get back to what we used to be... and I won't make the same mistake again... really love you.

13 July 2013, 08:45 PM
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Another long time no post :P

I made a little mistakes... :S during the spring break I let kitty cats run around the house... and they damaged some of my roommates clothes... I feel really bad about this.... but I don't know want to say or do..... :l I know it is my fault...

02 April 2013, 03:03 AM
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long time no update :P

Hi, how are you :)? really miss you recently. To be honest I am not doing so well on my own. There are so much things to do, but so little time to do them. I am happy to see every efforts I put into my little monthly project can bring smile to your face. That is the greatest reward I can ever ask from you. 我不能像其他男朋友一樣一直陪妳, 妳想找就找的到. 但妳還是每天都很開心 :) and willing to stay with me. What more can I possibly ask from you ;)? Well, this is it for now. (I guess I need this diary more than you do :P) I...

08 February 2013, 09:35 PM
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Hi honey~

I really hope I am not getting lazy in our relationship.... if I am, please tell me!!!!!!!!! I will try my best to improve myself. I am most afraid that our bond will become weak as the times flys by and I can't always be with you.... I really really don't want that to happen... or I got distracted into some other stuffs.... this is my biggest fear... that is losing you.... I sometimes really wake up in a nightmare that is about this... I am so scared that I can't give you everything you ever...

11 January 2013, 05:51 AM
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Happy new year :)

I wasn't expecting to celebrating new year with my baby >< I was prepared to stay at home watching movies :P then someone called me >< sorry I am not very 細心 at this part... really happy and surprised :P I really hope all of our new year wishes come true ;) new year a new start, baby add oil everyday :) although I can't be with you all the time to cheer you up, but I will always be close to you :) ILoveYou >3<

02 January 2013, 01:28 AM
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heeelllooo :DDD

baby I know you don't like to hear this but... there is always hope, there is always a second chance, sometimes even a third one. but we don't need that third one do we ;) before I met you, I always thought those love stories, movies are just fairy tales. Now it is happening to me :O because of you I get to experience the best kind of love in this whole world!!!!! Life had been great to me, I have always been a lucky guy, and my biggest luck is met you, and being able to call you my significa...

22 December 2012, 08:03 AM
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Steps by steps

I think the first question is, do you want to go to college in HK first?? Get a degree first maybe. Or get into a college first. But if you feel like going to college you don't like and studying a major you doesn't like will be a waste of time it is totally understandable. Just keep doing what you are doing now, practice english. On your own, or go to classes is both ok :) and really use those english into your daily life. Diary, writing little essays, making posters with your sister. Busy li...

28 November 2012, 09:58 PM
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Hi :)

I think you are on the right track :) you are working and self studying at the same time... it is a lot of pressure... I tried not to give you more pressure... so is your family ;) We all want the best for you :) don't be upset. Now you are doing a great job :) (Just sleep early .V.) maybe you are right... staying in HK with your family is better for you. They can take better care of you than I can now :P you are getting healthier aren't you?? but no matter what you do, or what you are going ...

28 November 2012, 08:18 PM
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H i :)

Hi I know you have been fighting for a long time, yet your aunt and your families still refuse to acknowledge your strong will of wanted to go to University. And you asked me today, "如果我不能去美國...我們還能在一起吧..?" Tina the answer to that is always a big YES. I have an idea, we have an idea. I hope one day I can look back to all the things I ever done and look back at you and says. "I can be where I am now is all because of an idea, and you gave me that idea :)" I am sorry I can't always be with you....

18 November 2012, 11:52 PM
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hello~~ feels like you started to trust me a little more :P?? thank you for saying good night and good morning to me ;) it really means a lot to me >< I did not do so well on my test... I am afraid to tell you :( (it is 100% not your fault!!!!!!) I did studied -3- but that part is the hardest part... I know its just an excuse... but now I am working on another project, hopefully I can show you next month. It is a new stuff :P little excited :D glad to see you are working hard on everything. ...

14 November 2012, 03:26 AM
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Sometime I am afraid that I will forget what I have learned during our relationship and hurt you again with the same reason. I will try my best to memorize all the wrong I have done... so I will never do them again. But can you forget all of them :P??

13 November 2012, 04:10 AM
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part of me hope you will never see this side of me, because I don't like this side of me. but maybe I secretly hope you can see this side of me : / How can someone like this side of me... even myself does not like it. Sorry I can not cheer you up lately... I am not doing a great job... I will give you all the time you need :) I know you only feel more pain than I do... I have no right to say anything here... I am really sorry. ILoveYou too :) (I never forget ;) )

11 November 2012, 03:41 PM
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why I always say stupid stuff or do the wrong thing at the wrong moment... why I am always so retarded... I can't even see a joke that is joke... and every time I tried to think I made the wrong choice... (is this a joke or she is half serious?? WRONG) (should I tell the stupid truth or lie?? WRONG) why I am so stupid...

11 November 2012, 03:31 PM
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Truth

the truth is, I feel scared and relieved? after I wrote that. I am scared that you will despise me after this, relieved because... I have never being so honest to anyone. I am working on to put the smile back on your face :)

11 November 2012, 07:20 AM
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Lie

The thing I never told you before is, I used to lie a lot. I told myself I did not lie if nobody finds out. Well that is the biggest lie I ever told to myself. I think this might be what my parents called 小聰明, that might be why I never get beat a lot as my brother is(because he is very honest as a kid) as a kid. I told you I am terrified of my parents. I don't want to admit it, but I am. I am so scared of my mom that I used to only be able to sleep when I am sleeping with her, because I tho...

11 November 2012, 07:01 AM
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10 month :)

10 month is here :) You always made better surprise than I do ... -3- I love picture :) every pictures has its own meaning that only us know in it >< I know my qualities for this month degraded.... D: I am sorry.... there is no excuses for me... I am still trying to figure out what am I doing here... honestly I don't think I am doing a good job... and I am too proud to ask for help... D: but I am starting to asking for helps from around me :) and it feels pretty good ;) (I hope I am doing ...

18 October 2012, 11:43 PM
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It is hard to change a person's personality, but time is the best craftsman. It change someone so slowly that they didn't even notice. I am a little afraid of what I might change into D: that might be one of the reason I want to stay the same... :P but sometime we have to make a change, for a better and brighter future :)

15 October 2012, 03:45 AM
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Taking a nap :P

Hello~ its 6:35 here~ and I am thinking about taking a 25 min nap and wake up at 7 :D looking forward to your pictures from your new camera :)

15 October 2012, 12:25 AM
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