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Love is a NIGHTMARE

I used to love more than anybody in their life,I really loved someone but that someone now is my nightmare.Everything was a lie,a very wonderful dream but after all just a dream.I always wanted to forget him but now I wanna kill him.How could he?After all I never will love anyone thats all.I don't how but it happend by the way,I didn't want that to happen but it happned and I can't change it.He kissed another girl!HAHAHAHAHA I have a wonderful imagination so I need to write books.How could he...

04 March 2015, 02:40 PM
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Whyyyyy?

Ok.......my life sometimes sucks and I know that but what did I done this time?-No idea!Well I know I am kind of crazy girl sometimes and I don't know why but I hate feeling like that.I am sad again for no reason I guess,but this time I guess I have to be more different by the way I need to change but how?After all is very difficult for me doing that because I don't know what to do first.OMG.He again started to ignore me , very funny it's my fault by the way.I am not being very good with him ...

29 January 2015, 03:09 PM
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What IF?

WOH I made another post for today that means I have so much pain inside of me.In fact I have to write for being better I hope and yes I think I will better cuz I don't wanna move to WONDERLAND anymore cuz at least he likes or loves me who know,he maybe lied like I did and willdo if he will ask me about my feelings.Or what if he doesn't belive me?Or he askes me out?Definetly the answer will be NOO because hellow I am on 8th grade boy.Hahahaha justgirlythings!:PWhatever.Well that was all.P.S. I...

24 January 2015, 09:54 PM
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WONDERLAND :(

Yes I am unhappy and sad again....Maybe your asking if I will be happy for a 2!No,I can't I never will be.:(.Again the same storie me crying for nothing.SO:I guess he now know tha I love him wich is bad cuz I didn't want that,happening in that way.Well myBFF TOLD HER FRIEND WICH IS A BOY TO HELL HIM THAT i LOVE HIM BUT NEVER SAYING MY NAME AND I was there and I heard about that but I went down because the bell rang and then He told my Bff friend tha the girl he was talking about He was likein...

24 January 2015, 07:40 PM
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Happy at the end :D

Hi Diary ,I am so happy and very proud to my self.Well the truth is this:He loves me omgggggggg I still can't belive this by the way and I am definetly so crazy happy about that.I will write everything because this is the only way to tell people how happy I am. Everything started 2 weeks before winter break I finished music exam :P and I was going in bathroom with my BFF and he and his friends were going to the bathroom too and one of them said to him:Look who is coming!and He looked at me.fO...

15 January 2015, 02:57 PM
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Love?-Lost

I am lost by the love,by the person that I love and he ignores. By me,by beliving,by waiting and crying,dreaming,hoping. Fake smile,fake nails,fake people.What????????? I should do something but what? I need help and beliving at myself,it must be that!:D By:Loren

22 November 2014, 11:52 AM
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Belive!

I do,I do Belive! hahahaha laughing with myself, I don't belive at myself plz someone help me,tell me some advices or examples of my situations I don't wanna be alone I wanna live,young,fast and free (maybe).He don't cares about me,he ignores me and I still love him,I am stupid he doesn't need me,i am better than him, or better than I think I am.Is this true or not?:D :D By:Loren

22 November 2014, 11:43 AM
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School!

Dear Diary I stoped call you Dear Diary because I think is better if I make Titles of my stories.Sooo School,when I talk for school I mean cool stuffs with my friends no studying,and when I look at this picture I can see myselt, My hairstyle,my clothes,that cold eyes that I always have,I don't know if I will take this anymore,I know about my promise but I can't,I just can not belive that I will change but after all I have change, my languige it's more......but Who cares?!Help me! By:Loren

22 November 2014, 11:26 AM
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I'am a Laier?

Yes that's true.I laied about my name and surname.My name is not Loren and my surname is not James.Sorry I had to do that because I didn't have any othe chouise or my class my F*king Class will laugh with me and my stories sorry I'm so sorry and accept my apologise! By:Loren

22 November 2014, 11:10 AM
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Dear Diary!

It's LOREN and yeah sorry that I didn't write since a long time but I didn't have time really......So I just wanna say some really important things.I never talked with you about love and feeling and I think today is the best time about that because I have fall in love with 2 boys.Impossible!The first one it has brown hair and brown eyes and its cute and handsome and I love him sice 4 years now and the other one it has blond hair and blue eyes and I don't know his name and I LOVE HIM since 1 m...

20 October 2014, 06:13 PM
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Dear Diary!

SOO it has gone so many weeks and I didn't talk or write with you but sorry I didn't have time the reason that I'm writing is cause I am sad.U know when U do something for everyone and then is so difficult to make the best for yourselfsooo I don't know what I am writing, horrible, I am sad whyyyy? The first day of school gone but I couldn't write anything how I told I didn't have time sorry.I have a lot to tell but No time for that I promise I am going to say U everything see U later! P.S And...

23 September 2014, 09:26 PM
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Dear Diary!

How I told U before somedays I had a lot of problems with my family and I promised that I will tell U everything and I'm going to tell everything. Me and mom have a lot of problems because everyday we say everything to each-other and I thing that she don't like the truth do U know why?Because she always protect my brother or sister and the only one who doesn't do something right it's me. Why?????????????? Everything started a few days ago she was talking in Skype with my uncel's woman and sh...

22 August 2014, 08:30 PM
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Dear Diary!

This is the last write for this week I think because I'm going to go with family at my grandma and there I have to stay with my familiars sorry I let U down this times too but trust me I have a lot of problems with my family I promise I'm going to say U really.But maybe I'm going to talk with U there if I have time,trust me I have a lot of resposibilitis. See U later or next week! By:Loren

20 August 2014, 02:34 PM
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Dear Diary!

From now I will call U Dear Diary I think is more easy than a lot of titles. There are just a few day I write here but I think U are my Bff that I ever meet.I can tell U everything and U heard me everytime and saying anything about that.I know U not really a person but for me U are so important thank U for being there when nobody was,THANKS a lot. By:Loren

19 August 2014, 08:37 AM
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Why people are so weird?

In my class people are so weird they are like:hello..... Did U do the homework..... thank U.But....I?Don't worry I will do them so fast and I'm like:Ok..... Then THEY said after my back:She is stupid she gives me the homeworks again....hahahahaha. Its not the very first time I hears that,its just like I'm afraid of them because when I am home I just think about what I'm giong to do tomorrow at school but never doing.... I don't know what to do,I have tryed to change million times but never ha...

18 August 2014, 05:30 PM
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What should I do?

I'm meed with my sis and I think I'm not going to accept her apologice because I think she will never been like before.It been a lot of time that I saw that she is beeing different but I thought she is going to change but this will never heppend!I know she is growing up but I was in her age too but I never had her lucky for doing everything she wants to do,she is so funny and have a lot of friends but I don't I think that my behavor of beeing like I am, is helping me...... WHAT SHOULD I DO? I...

18 August 2014, 11:27 AM
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What???????

Ok I accept going there but I don't wanna that every-one knows about that.Horrible,Can someone tell me what is this?Every-one know how I am and I have to look horrible infront of them. I wanna be Invisible,no-one have to look me. OMGGGGGGG. But in one way or another I had some luck :P cause no-one sees me. By:Loren

17 August 2014, 02:57 PM
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Try to be Save,but Never Impossible! :'(

It was so early in the morning when I saw from the window that it was raining!I started to smile and sleep again.It was so weird because when I woke up one time I can't sleep again!Then in the morning they said to me that we are going on that stupid place.......why?It's raining?But nobody cares about that and I have to go there. But more good is for today(because if we don;t go today we can go tomorrow) See you later! By:Loren

17 August 2014, 07:35 AM
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IMPOSSIBLE!

Tomorrow I have to go in a place were I really don't wanna go.It's impossible to do something wich you don't like.....why?Can U just live me alone I don't wanna do something wich I don't like.Hello.......is anyone here(this is the word wich I always wanted to say but never doing). Morning wait for and you too horrible place! Te odio!En espaniol. By:Loren

16 August 2014, 09:59 PM
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Just me!

No-one is perfect! Yes,I'm not perfect the reason that in future I wanna be a singer,it doesn't mean anything.So it's true when they say to me FOREVER ALONE but they don't know that this it hurt's me.But I don't care anymore for the others,its just me and my life. By:Loren

16 August 2014, 01:18 PM
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