Breaking point

As he sits there playing with his mobile, I can't help to feel a sense of disgust and deep hatred...those secret phone calls taken in the balcony, those smirks when he is reading his watsapp messages, the cold and aloof attitude he treats me with, all point to only one thing... I told him we need to talk and he got really worried and jumpy. At that point, I didn't know what was happening. I just assumed it was his usual brooding self. But now as I think of it, it was more of him feeling guilt...

18 July 2015, 09:01 AM
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Sleepless

Tomorrow is D-Day. Can't believe it. It's still like a bad dream. Why can't I wake up from it? As I lay down in my bed, I can't get to sleep. Maybe I'm afraid of falling asleep. Cos falling asleep means waking up tomorrow morning and facing the truth. No matter how many times I try to tell myself to be strong but it's so difficult. Why must it be this way, God? And why didn't you trust me enough to hand over everything to me? It stings like hell..but comparing to the pain in losing and not se...

15 September 2014, 06:34 PM
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Nightfall

It's the same feeling of helplessness and despair...of how another day has just gone by in a blink of an eye...the countdown has started even though I wished time were standing still...time, you've got to slow down...

04 September 2014, 05:56 PM
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Daybreak

Daylight, a brand new day brings about hope, new beginnings, a chance to start anew...I used to hate mornings as I like sleeping in. I used to be a night owl, coming alive in the wee hours of the morning. I used to like darkness..cos it provided me with a blanket, a blanket of shadows and dimness, where lines are blurred and blemishes are not so clear. People seemed more perfect at night, more flawless and polished, more gregarious and loud. And I liked it. I could blend in with it. Now it's...

04 September 2014, 10:00 AM
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No need for welcome

I just wanted a place to share..my feelings, thoughts and emotions. Somewhere to air them out. My views and experiences may not agree with anyone but hey, it's my diary, right? My profile pic is the aurora borealis. I always found them fascinating..so beautiful yet so fleeting. Someday, I would like to see them face-to-face, it's definitely on my bucket list! Ha! Beauty is transient...always remember that. Grab it while it lasts cos it may disappear tomorrow.

03 September 2014, 06:32 PM
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