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My biggest love

Books. I couldn't live without them. They help me travel the world, go away fom my sad life and believe in something for a moment. With books i can actually live, not only exist. What would i do without them? I am happier with them. I can say lots of nice words about books, but only those, who read, can understand my point. Books keep me alive.

10 August 2014, 08:44 PM
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Go for camping

So I decided to do something not boring. Tomorow i'm going to the camp for four days. I hope, there will be lots of cool stuff and friendly people. Actually, some of my friends gonna be there. I'm expecting much fun. I already shaved my legs. Haha. All my stuff was packed (of course i forget something, but i will know that at the camp). I'm ready to have a great time with great people. Wish me luck.

10 August 2014, 08:19 PM
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Happy b-day to me

It was my birthday 2 days ago. As usually, only few people remembered without facebook. I get some money and flowers. Actually, i hate my b-day, because there's always something wrong. Last years i was in the hospital, all alone, waiting small surgery. This year i felt the same - alone. My best friend visited me at my home, but it still doesn't felt like it's my 17th birthday. I could't feel happy at 8th august even if i get a world as a gift. There's always something's missing. This emptines...

10 August 2014, 07:11 PM
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You, You never said a word You didn't send me no letter Don't think i could forgive you See our world is slowly dying I'm no wasting no more time Don't think i could believe you You, our hands will get more wrinkle And i hear It will be grey Don't think i could forgive you And see the children are starving and the houses were destroy Don't think they could forgive you Hey, when seas will cover lands And when men will be no more Don't think you can forgive you Oh when there's just be silence A...

10 August 2014, 06:54 PM
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I'm not sad, but either not happy. That's so strange. I'm starting to think, that i can't feel anymore. But how is this even possible? Did i get used to be sad or happy and now i don't feel diference? How long you must be in pain so it would't hurt anymore? How many times you have to fake your smile so you believe you're happy again? Somehow i know, that i gonna know that someday.

10 August 2014, 04:11 PM
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Silence

You know, how screams silence? By getting louder. It drives me crazy, blows up my ear drums, takes my breath away. Silence screams, swears at me, doesn't let me breathe, doesn't let me move. It screams so loud, i want to cover my ears and sream too. But that sream is from inside. Loudest silence is after fight, after another battle. After that, silence looks so fake, so fragile, not real. It screams and i just want someone to move, someone to break it. Unreal silence.

10 August 2014, 03:57 PM
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Why I'm starting

As a teen, i have many feelings i can't understand or share with someone, even family or friends. I always wanted to start a diary like this, but until now i only used simple notebook. The thing is, that when i tell about my day in notebook, noone actually hears. And that's pretty sad. Everyone knows, that it's easier to talk with strangers than with friends about your problems. I decided to start this diary so someone could read my words and understand me. I believe that humans are the same ...

10 August 2014, 02:54 PM
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