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Love?

What the fuck is love? There's no way in hell it's what i'm going through -.- I fckn HATE this guy but he makes me feel so good! Ughh,Why can't I just drop him and not care >.>

07 October 2014, 04:54 AM
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It was never real.

Mad at myself for letting a guy miles destroy me... Everything felt so good at first thing's were perfect in my eye's but then my insecurities got the best of me and the doubts started as I slowly began to distance myself I thought he would come around and pick me up make me feel good again and let me know everything was and will always be FINE :( But he didn't, He just gave me more reason to doubt and hurt every night...Say hurtful things about me...Go missing for days...Stopped saying he lo...

19 September 2014, 02:58 PM
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Again at the same place.

He said he wanted me to be able to tell him everything. I tried talking about something stupid that happened earlier and he completely bugged out on me...???, Why get mad? when you're the one that wanted me to be more open. What kind of BS relationship is this if I can't even talk to him. It's a love and hate thing >.> I'm slowly getting sick of this shit. FUCK YOU K....

05 June 2014, 05:11 AM
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What do you think of a girl that's 20 and still a virgin? Serious honest answers plz.

04 June 2014, 07:03 PM
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LDR Sucks!

In this LDR for 4 months now...I can't tell if its real or not real anymore, We always talk about meeting up and living together but I'm having doubts now...There's so much that will change if I go forward with this...And honestly I'm not even over my ex my feelings for him are the same :(.... I'm so confused idk what to do, Some days are good with my LDR but others are horrible. The guy is so insecure cuz of his past RLR Always assuming and saying mean things...Makes me wanna just turn every...

04 June 2014, 05:55 PM
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???

I'm 20 and still don't know who I really am. All my life I've been like forced to be someone I'm not, Only a few people know the real me but it doesn't last for ever :( I shut down and I lose everything...I'm stuck and there's no one to help me get out of this place....Confused about almost everything...Screaming for help but no ones hears.

18 May 2014, 02:52 AM
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Why?

Why do you treat me the way you do now?, Why be with me if you're going to call me a liar?, Why lie to?, If you don't want to be together just tell me </3...I'll be heart broken but it doesn't matter cause you broke my heart weeks ago, When you said those really mean things about me :(, Accusing me of things I wouldn't ever dare to do. Why do that? Do you even care? Is this all a joke? am I a game to you?

18 May 2014, 02:30 AM
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