Dear Diary

I am worried to what will happen next.I know I can't predict things.My life is an example of un-ending trials.Life is used to be like that.In my case I don't think that I can go to my goal.I don't even want to think about the next level.I don't even want to make my adviser suffer because of me.I know I'm a big TROUBLEMAKER.My problem will be everyone's problem.I don't even want to admit that.I am changing someone's life and they are moving because of me.I think I'm marked right now.I'm being...

08 July 2015, 02:48 PM
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Deat Diary

It is so odd that every time I lost my way.I think the police here were guiding me back.It is so frightening.My adviser told me that it is so scary to don't know something.But actually I am also.He always tells me my feelings.But at the same time I feel we never know what others feel.He always misunderstood me in funny normal way.But I don't have the normal feelings.Normal thoughts.I'd live my life without the reasons why it's getting worse,why they did that to me.I am used to asked my self t...

05 July 2015, 05:23 PM
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same routine

here lately ive been on the safe side and have had a very very boring routine. it not just a regular boring routine its been like the same boring routine every day and i honestly cannot stand it anymore!! i need to get out and experiance!! i need to see the light and just live my life. smoke more weed drink some more alcohol and take more risks! tomorrow im going to go hang out with adam and smoke weed with him(not my first time smoking and adam has a crush on me but i dont like him in that ...

22 February 2017, 02:52 AM
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life

sometimes life may seem as a horrible depressing thing. we may not all look at it that way, but we all have at least once. life, whats the meaning of it? there are so many meanings to life. sometimes it may not seem like it but life is truly one of the most beautiful things that has ever been created on earth. every single beautiful thing that you have ever seen or experienced is all because of life. life brought the light, darkness, and everything in between. because of life, you have everyt...

21 February 2017, 12:13 AM
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Trinity

Honestly, you're a really cool friend to have, you are so funny and nice to talk to and have a laugh with. You and everybody else really understand me and I thank you, thanks for all the fun times and for the future.

26 February 2017, 10:31 PM
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DIY the rubber band bracelets

Amazing!! http://www.jewelrygossips.com/another-new-style-diy-rubber-band-bracelets-create-colorful-vivid-appearance/

12 May 2015, 11:11 AM
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Wear Crystal Statement Necklace outside the Sweater

Are you still worried about what to wear tomorrow??? http://www.jewelrygossips.com/eye-catching-item-wear-crystal-statement-necklace-outside-sweater/

22 April 2015, 10:32 AM
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Favoritism Attack- Killing Students (3)

It is a big point, but no one notices it. A lot of students in my school have confidence level 0, but looking at past, it was 100. How can teachers just kill/break the students and make them what they are not? If you are a teacher and reading this, kindly avoid favoritism! SAY NO TO FAVORITISM!

10 February 2015, 12:47 PM
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Favoritism Attack- Killing students (2)

I know the reason of it. My interest in things is decreasing. One of the reason is being a victim of favoritism. My friends'parents are on EXCELLENT posts in the country and teachers have been continuously supporting them. Today, one of my teachers actually SHOWED the test to one of my friends. I think this will be a reason if my friend is not successful later in life. It is a big problem for an other reason too. How can teachers just spoon feed students instead of grooming them?

10 February 2015, 12:46 PM
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Favoritism Attack- Killing Students (1)

Tuesday It has been a year in my 7th grade and the problems of life are increasing instead of decreasing. Asking about what happened today? So here it goes: I used to be the brightest student in my grade, and was a fun-loving topper for continuous four years. However, things are getting complex. This year I've not even topped once in my school, I am not even participating in any co-curricular activities. I know why, I am going down. Even when I really work hard.

10 February 2015, 12:44 PM
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"BETWEEN THE JACKPOTS AND THE BLACKOUTS"

Between the jackpots and the blackouts I saw your faces everywhere My head was indeed full of heavy clouds Some of you were already dead and I was really scared In and out of consciousness a constant battle between light and darkness trying hard to scream drowning in an endless bad dream swallowed by my own bed, it seemed "Please, wake me up!" I felt my spirit bounced all across the room My body was like a sack of rag doll unable to move, not even to crawl Between the jackpots and the blac...

08 March 2017, 02:54 PM
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"NOTHING BUT A CULTURE OF SILENCE IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE"

I’ve been transported back in time something familiar yet also bizarre the same old Twilight Zone with the same old Culture of Silence Oh, what a pain Here we go again The same old policy still reigns opening mouths, typing fingers loud voices, empty messages Nothing, nothing, nothing... Am I still one of them? I have no say, because they don’t give a damn My voice is always cut off with reprimands “Just follow The Culture of Silence” That’s always been their best defense “Sssh...it’s onl...

22 February 2017, 04:14 AM
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"FRIENDSHIP AND PEACE"

It was one of those many nights out in this city another long walk for you and me your hazel eyes and my brown ones the cross necklace hanging around your neck me, quietly reciting prayers in Arabic What would they have thought at the sight of us that night? How I miss those simple days when we walked side by side An unlikely friendship, they might say Still, I wouldn't have it any other way Lately, I've been in need of something like this Should I beg them please? Peace is all I want even...

21 December 2016, 09:55 AM
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"THE PROMISE"

Hey, you! Yeah, you're the one standing on that podium talking loud and acting tough as if the riot in the world isn't already more than enough We're not afraid of you You and the nasty things you do Your words are poison full of hatred over what you think as different You may think you're on top of the world but wait until the table is turned You'll crash and burn... R. (Jakarta, 14/11/2016 - 8:05 am)

17 November 2016, 03:13 AM
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"MY SILENCE"

Silence is not always the trait of a coward You shut up You don't know what you're talking about Silence doesn't mean that I'm scared Even if I am, I'm more afraid of being unfair Hatred is toxic - here, there, and everywhere Silence means I've had it Everybody's been throwing a fit They just won't quit calling names as if it would fix every bit That's it, I'm done Please, just leave me alone We've all got to move on I can't think, not with all your nonstop bickering So stuffing words int...

09 November 2016, 11:14 AM
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"TRUST YOUR INSTINCT"

You've heard these three words before. Women are often, if not always, assumed to have more of this. People who (overly) worship logic tend to undermine even the idea of this. Trust your instinct. What do you think? This is just like so many things in your life already, whether you're aware or not. It's the choices you make and the risks you take. The job offers to accept and friends to make. Lovers to keep and to break up with. It's the news you pay attention to and your next possible mov...

02 November 2016, 09:46 AM
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Baby I've been here before, I know this room I've walked this floor, I used to live alone before I knew you. I've seen your flag on the marble arch, love is not a victory march, It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah...

08 March 2017, 09:26 PM
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Clairaudience

If you hear voices in your head, love music, easily distracted by noises or you tend to receive genius ideas randomly than you are a Clairaudient. Clairaudience means "clear hearing" in French and it is one of those extrasencery psychic abilities some people have. I am suspecting that I am one of those people and so this is why I am writing this diary entry. Earlier I was thiking it was just my stupid brain sending those weird messages that either make no sence or are very clever. It turns ou...

12 October 2014, 12:50 PM
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The world around me

Why do they force us to live in appartments with white walls? I feel like I am living in a hospital or an assylum. It is driving me crazy. So do the squared modern houses outside. There must be a reason why they exist. There must be people for who this is all build and made. What must those people be like. Those people probably just don't care what they are surrounded by. They don't care where they live, they don't care what they wear, they don't care of what is surounding them. But to not se...

06 October 2014, 04:36 PM
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https://www.wattpad.com/386247411-9-simple-steps-to-improve-print-quality-of-your

17 March 2017, 09:07 PM
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https://www.wattpad.com/386253347-tips-to-fixing-hp-wireless-printer-offline

17 March 2017, 09:07 PM
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"THE UGLY TRUTH ABOUT SOME WHATSAPP GROUPS"

Thanks to Whatsapp, we can do a lot more than just texting each other. We can send cute emoticons, pictures, and videos. We can update our status and profile pictures. Now we can also do a video-call instead of a regular voice-call. Another thing is to create a Whatsapp (WA) group, where people can talk about stuff in the same chatroom. These groups exist with different reasons and functions. Some are for family and relatives, friends, work colleagues, clubs/communities, and even mini-groups ...

15 March 2017, 10:19 AM
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What is my life?

I was born a sweet christian girl, I grew up with loving family and friends. Not until my teen years I became a demon. I used swear words with my friends, I became Bi sexual at age 14 I had a girlfriend for a year. age 15 I exposed my body on the internet. when I was 16 years old I did self harm.

19 March 2017, 03:07 AM
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Have u ever..?

Have u ever felt sense of loneliness.. A point when u find none to sit beside or talk to u... A craving to talk to someone in real, facing each other... A feeling of sharing a lot but d fact that u have none to share with.. It feels sad when u knw u r alone.. Hopes diminish slowly.. Don't know which stage u get into.. But the feeling is scary.. I feel it everyday.. It's scary... Have u felt like me?

28 March 2017, 08:49 AM
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Dia 1 "Llanto"

La verdad no me gustan los diarios, pero mi vida es tan deprimente que tal ves si la escribo en un diario después me podría servir para escribir un libro muy triste. Ultimamete quiero llorar en todo momento, sigo teniendo pensamientos suicidas, ya son muchos años de esto! creí que con el tiempo esto se quitaría o me acostumbraría, pero después de todo este tiempo aun me dan miedo esos sentimientos, no se por que quiero llorar, no tengo motivos para hacerlo, mi vida esta mejorando pero mi ment...

04 April 2017, 02:14 AM
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