I Want To Die

I want to kill myself. I want to feel pain. I want to bruise my scull until I am unconscious. I want to cut my skin, and bleed and bleed and bleed and bleed and never stop. But I can't... I made a promise. A promise to myself... that I will get better, I will resist temptation... I will be saved. Help.

06 March 2014, 01:48 AM
7 loves: laurastraightup,UniqueGrace,wonderaroundtilidie , ...
4 comments: the_life_of_sitaboo,laurastraightup , ...


15 July 2014, 05:35 PM
7 loves: foolmoon,a_novikovaa,pollypha , ...
4 comments: foolmoon,a_novikovaa,krim2k , ...


the hardest thing to learn is how to be happy by yourself. i need people. i crave people. i hate people. and i rely on them for my happiness and i always always wind up getting crushed. i don't know how to find my own happiness.

13 October 2014, 05:01 AM
7 loves: rhonadam,HeartRhythms,lifeinfocus , ...
3 comments: rhonadam,HeartRhythms,abody.syria.h

Only you // 9.6.15

I dated this guy named Sam for a year and a half. I was with him the summer before sophomore year, all of summer year, the summer after sophomore year, and half of junior year. So that relationship alone takes up most of my high school experience... I look back on memories and they're all with him. It kinda sucks because even to this day, I am over him completely but I still see myself with only him. I think the sole reason for that is because of how comfortable I was with him and he never ev...

07 September 2015, 04:27 AM
7 loves: juju_j1991,LivinLikeLarry,jiannahshayne22 , ...
7 comments: itsokaybby,juju_j1991,aptouchton , ...

"It vanished quite slowly, beginning with the end of the tail, and ending with the grin."

Watched the Royal Ballet's Alice with Matthew (an old flat mate from uni) and Philip last Thursday. Everything was perfect - not just the dancing but the sets and score too. Bravo!!

01 April 2013, 05:39 PM
6 loves: keldster,knightsanddamsels,annablue , ...


I need my beauty sleep just like everyone else..in this world.

20 November 2012, 03:15 AM
6 loves: annablue,griffindarryl4,AmmarS , ...
1 comment: jiejie

' De: Lágrima ' Pra: Você! " Oi sou apenas uma lágrima,tentando viver nos teus olhos,e pedindo que você não chore,pois se isso acontecer,eu vou passar pelo seu rosto,e me perder para sempre,mas se um dia você chorar,então que seja de felicidade,porque mesmo perdida,vou passar pelo seu rosto fazendo meu ultimo carinho,e antes de me perder verei você sorrir''

11 May 2013, 03:32 AM
6 loves: annablue,heyfelicidade,griffindarryl4 , ...

I love my life

22 July 2013, 11:58 PM
6 loves: griffindarryl4,annablue,dailydiary107 , ...

Could say this about a few people!!

19 March 2013, 09:45 PM
6 loves: annablue,keldster,warmeyes , ...

Well you know, I'm kinda broken hearted. Or, well, I was. But you know something? It's hard to forget someone. It takes six months to "forget". Let's see, it's been three months, so I'm half way to recover myself. Yaaay for me! Anyway, when I think I'm reaching the end, there's always a fuckin' reminder of him! Why God?! Why?! If we were not meant to be, then why the heck everybody keeps reminding me of him. Just, stop! Please, our relationship is over, so there's no reason why you all keep r...

04 August 2013, 11:56 PM
6 loves: bambi_kwang24,maud_gaby,mychina , ...
1 comment: bambi_kwang24


C'était dur pour moi :/ Mais je resterai extrêmement loin pour que vous resterez à l'aise . Adieu .

14 August 2013, 02:39 AM
6 loves: araheelfelena,WaHa9487,JokerPokerDreamer , ...
1 comment: manwella


All my life I've been telling others and myself as well "don't be afraid." Now, though, I realize how wrong that statement is. Saying "don't be afraid" is like saying,"don't move out of the way when someone tries to slap you" or "don't flinch when you get cut" ---it's like saying "don't be human" I'm afraid. We're all afraid. And that's just how it is. What everyone should say is, "Yeah, go, be afraid, but do it anyway."

20 July 2013, 04:13 AM
6 loves: tabathacamp2004,aboutalifediaries,alyssmissmarie , ...
1 comment: notsoanonymous

There's an end to every storm. Once all the trees have been uprooted, once all the houses have been ripped apart, the wind will hush. The clouds will part. The rain will stop. The sky will clear in an instant. And only then, in those quiet moments after the storm, do we learn who was strong enough to survive it.-GA

07 August 2013, 03:01 PM
6 loves: aboutalifediaries,paulydias,t_zimmer96 , ...


I heard your a player, so lets play a game. Let's sweet talk. Let's play fight. Let's talk 24/7.let's tell each other goodnight and good morning every day. Let's take walks together. Let's give each other nicknames. Let's hang out with each others friends. Let's go on dates. Let's talk on the phone all night long. Let's hold each other. Let's hug and kiss, and whoever falls in love first, loses.

24 July 2013, 01:36 AM
6 loves: paigepalomo,gabrielamoran44,secretsofasixteenyearold , ...

Music is my inspiration. Music is my soul. Music is my mind. Music is my step. Music is my knowledge. Music is my motivation. Music is my everything.

08 August 2013, 10:38 PM
6 loves: JokerPokerDreamer,bellabbgum1,unxburningrain , ...
1 comment: aaliyah15

I wish for once in my life that I could just go away, mentally or not. I just want to escape the everyday life and find new possibilities. New things that make me happy or new things that will enable me to better who I am. I just want to escape the nostalgic fit that everyone has to try to match. I want to my live, and live it freely.

13 September 2013, 03:05 AM
6 loves: keldster,jclovesyou,bellabbgum1 , ...


"The Concept of Yolo isn't to go smoke, and drink, and make an ass of yourself. It's to go out and do something with your life that Matters" ❤ Done taking a bath ❤ Gonna go somewhere later with mommy ❤ And I'll be needing to buy 8 notebooks and 1 clipboard for my school works. I really hate school I swear!! :( Well, I'll just go with the flow #Yolo

17 September 2013, 11:41 AM
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08 October 2013, 12:51 AM
6 loves: a5c-00Da,nadinemerced10,misteryellow , ...

I understand why you left. ...I just don't understand why I'm still waiting.

15 October 2013, 04:50 AM
6 loves: the__girl,metanoia,fchouhdry0 , ...


24 October 2013, 12:48 PM
6 loves: MEEEZ15,MEEZ15-newofficial,painful , ...
4 comments: MEEEZ15,im_sahar,kailash12manit , ...

Childhood ♥

Love is you miss your childhood :)

04 November 2013, 04:27 PM
6 loves: juliajesus,funnyperson,skzt2000 , ...
2 comments: skzt2000,sehrish

When Flowers Wake Each Morning

When flowers wake each morning they don't have to make their beds. And lettuce leaves aren't told to comb the hair upon their heads. You'd never tell asparagus it shouldn't play with spears. You'd never ask a stalk of corn to wash behind its ears. A mushroom doesn't have to clean its room, and you'll agree a tree won't have to study hard to learn geometry. I guess it should be obvious from listening to my rant. I'm tired of being a person; I would rather be a plant.

07 November 2013, 05:32 PM
6 loves: SabiBiebz,AshleyTerinda,anonymousperson2000 , ...
4 comments: AshleyTerinda,skzt2000,anonymousperson2000 , ...

i'm not a fan of this song...

but its soooo catchy!! been singing it all day

25 November 2013, 04:46 PM
6 loves: syimarosli,karan22,messy_missy16 , ...
5 comments: EhanayArgardayRiot,franicineugsang , ...

Girls Day

Get dressed up. Throw on some high heels. Put on that pretty dress you been dreaming to wear. Make your face beautiful to radiate your happiness. Do your hair that way it makes you feel empowered and sexy. Finally go out with that girlfriend of yours who you know will rock the world with you.

06 December 2013, 09:01 PM
6 loves: anastasiaabdoo,MEEEZ15,this-is-the-life-of-Ashley , ...

i am trying very hard to let you go.. so please stop invading my dreams...

06 January 2014, 04:55 AM
6 loves: this-is-my-soul,fchouhdry0,mnjisjusttalking , ...