When will the pain end? Not having you by my side hurts more than anything else in this world. It's crazy a few days ago we had our whole lives planned out and now I'm forced to start over... There's nothing I want more than for you to be back in my life.. It literally is killing me on the inside.. Someone save me...

20 August 2016, 09:50 AM
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I swear I have never felt so alone...

09 August 2016, 11:03 AM
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Why do I feel so alone? I feel like I have nobody. I'm I that bad of a person? I'm tired of trying so hard to keep people in my life.. It's crazy how fast you lose people in life. Maybe that's Gods way of saying they are toxic? I don't know... I just don't understand what is so bad about me. I have very few people in my life. I'm lucky if I talk to one person daily. Not that I can't talk to more but I mean why should I be the only person that makes an effort to make a friendship work? That ge...

07 August 2016, 10:09 AM
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It's like my life never gets any better. No matter how hard I try. I've been with this guy for nearly 6 months now. His name is Hunter and I have never in my life felt like everything is right. But it's like I'm still never good enough for anyone. I'm tired of trying so hard to keep people in my life when I get treated like pure shit. For once in my life I want to be the person someone is scared to lose. You know I'm always scared of losing people but no one ever feels that way about me and t...

07 August 2016, 09:59 AM
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So my grandmother just told me that she couldn't wait till September came around so I could go live with my dad. She doesn't even want me here with her anymore. I can't believe she said that to me. I'm going to sit in my room and cry now. I hope she is happy that she upset me like this. Cause she did a damn good job

18 June 2014, 04:44 AM
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Lane? Jerk.

Well I haven't posted in awhile.... So that I guy I was so head over heals for? Yeah he left me for one of my best friends! Yeah great guy right? He was different too. I know you are suppose to forgive and forget but it still upsets me so much. How can someone you're friends with for so long betray you like that? I can't even stand the sight of her anymore. She makes me want to vomit. I told her that I forgive her but still there is a part of me that wants to punch her serval times in the fac...

13 June 2014, 07:08 AM
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Guys are so confusing.

I don't understand you say you like me and now you are straight up acting weird. We used to talk everyday. Now we rarely ever talk. We could talk face to face and all of a sudden you can't? What's up with that? We seem to be getting distant and I don't like it. I miss our late night talks and seeing your smiling face when we talked. I'm so scared of losing you even though you aren't mine. I feel like I am already losing you more everyday. I just want things how they were and for us to be tog...

04 April 2014, 03:25 AM
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So for the first time in 3 months I got to see my dad today! He surprised me. I was beyond happy. Of course my mother bitched but she can forget it. Today was so good! then I was texting Lane and he told me that he liked me!!! (: we are going to the movies Monday to see god is not dead! I am beyond bessed. I finally have the two most important guys in my life. I honestly don't think today could have gotten any better! ❤❤❤

02 April 2014, 05:29 AM
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My life.

I swear I'm ready to be outta here. It's like I can't do anything right. I want my daddy. But noone will let me see him. It's like I'm stuck in this hell hole with my mother. My daddy is the only one that treats me like a human being. I love you daddy and miss you! I wish I could just live with you. But my mother is a bitch. I get bitched at for every little thing I do. I'm sorry if I'm not a perfect child. But last time I checked nobody is perfect. I even get bitched at for trying to get an ...

01 April 2014, 05:30 AM
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My crush

So there's this guy I care so much about. His name is Lane and he is wonderful. It's so nice to find a guy that respects you! He confuses me so bad though. He acts like he likes me and flirts with me all the time but yet we are still just friends. I want to be his girlfriend so bad! He is always there for me and he is one of the one that has been there for me though my hard times here lately, especially my parents divorce. He is always there when I need a friend or when I just want to talk to...

01 April 2014, 05:11 AM
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