Realization(3) Want (Fews)
Tonight i'm going crazy. I'm gona break all chains and let loose. Going on a rampage. Breaking all the rules. Getting as high as i can while being able to drink and get the fuck drunk. Going to get in a fight with my dad. It's going to be epic. Something i can take of my bucket list. Something i can regret. That's what i want. realization is i'm never going to be enough for my father or my mother. My perfection isn't their high standard perfection. daddy's little girl never was.