Christmas 2012

Never would've guessed that you would spark my Christmas Eve in 2012 by kissing me underneath the mistletoe. Thinking back to that night puts a smile on my face.

04 November 2013, 06:53 PM
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I remember

Funny how things have changed so much in just one year. Those who said would stay, didn't. Those who never intended to come into your life, did.

03 November 2013, 04:50 AM
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Absolute freedom

I don't believe in restricting someone from interacting with another person will work. In fact, this may ruin our relationship. So here I am, giving you absolute freedom and absolute trust.

29 October 2013, 01:07 PM
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Know Your Worth

Interest is shown in the effort, words are supported with actions, and trust is earned through consistency. Just because you really want something, doesn't mean it deserves you. Know your worth.

22 October 2013, 01:14 PM
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I feel like there's a button on my body, telling me that there can't be a second time. I'm not stupid enough to put myself through that situation. I will never allow anyone to lay their hands on me. If my dad can't lay his hand on me, neither can you.

22 October 2013, 04:02 AM
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Angels Cry

Before too much is enough. You look up and find your love gone. (8)

22 October 2013, 03:58 AM
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Uncertainty

I've just handed in 3 papers for midterms. October is such a hectic month. I'm really looking forward to Friday. I haven't gone clubbing for such a long time. I really need a Friday night off - really need to relax and let myself go. I tell myself its going to be a fun night. Everybody is going to dress up, I'm going to have lots of fun. I told Chris and Ian about Friday night. They asked me why would I associate myself with those people again? Why would I allow them back into my life to hurt...

22 October 2013, 03:57 AM
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A Challenge

Its really not as easy as it seems to keep a relationship going, to keep someone you love to stay on their free will, to keep those feelings flowing and not let it slip.

21 October 2013, 08:34 PM
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A Present

True love is a gift. Don't let it drift.

20 October 2013, 02:18 AM
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RobHillSr

You can't make someone "get it", can't make someone to see you are worth it. Effort is a reflection of interest. Be wise enough to know not to waste your time, patient enough not to settle, and strong enough not to force it.

19 October 2013, 06:58 PM
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Happy mode

I ordered B's Christmas/Anniversary present today :) I can't wait to give it to him, can't wait to see his facial expression when he opens it. Omg, I'm so excited!!

17 October 2013, 11:06 PM
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Best makeup

And so they tell me: I'm in love with your smile. Its the best makeup you could ever wear.

16 October 2013, 04:05 AM
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Thanksgiving 2013

My Thanksgiving was spent a little different than I thought it would be. Today was also the first Thanksgiving that he and I had together, but he left me half way through. He told me his friends asked him to go have dessert. I knew he wanted to go, so I told him to go. Because what was the point of keeping him when he wanted to leave already? I was so excited to see him and was ready to just spend some quality time with him after not seeing him for so long, just the two of us - no interferenc...

15 October 2013, 04:06 AM
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Growing up

The past week has been hectic. And the coming few weeks will be the same - all the midterms and essays, man, October is gonna be hell. I've just finished working for 3 days straight ... very very tiring. I got off work yesterday at like 1 am. Throughout my shift I was debating whether or not to bring B a beer just to cheer him up, yknow, some sort of motivation. And I did, he was so happy :) I still remember the way he grasped when he saw the beer. I was giggling. He has a very important exam...

13 October 2013, 05:58 AM
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Pitiful

Grandma had her surgery today, all went well - thank you Buddha! B and I had a very interesting conversation tonight, it kinda blew my mind. All of a sudden, I feel so pitiful. All of a sudden, I feel like he's with me cause he's pitying me, and I don't need that. Last thing I would ever want from ANYONE would be pity. I never needed anyone's pity, especially not his. Right now I feel like he's high up there, and I'm all the way down here. He tried so hard to explain that he didn't mean the ...

09 October 2013, 04:57 AM
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Monday, October 7th, 2013

I left the house early for school today cause I wanted to get a tea from Second cup or Starbucks. But who would've guessed that a guy would get hit by a bus causing everybody to take a detour? I ended up getting Timmies tea -.- Hope that guy is okay though! Classes were the usual, long and boring. I told Adrianne that I'd cut down all the unnecessary sugar and calories today. She wasn't very convinced haha. B told me to call him after I'm done class today, so I knew he was still on campus. I ...

08 October 2013, 02:04 AM
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Sunday, October 6th, 2013

Typical Sunday afternoon. Trying to catch up for school - nbd. Believe it or not, I've done things that I never thought I would've done for the past couple days. I never thought I would defend someone that had left me with such bitter taste. I never knew I have changed this much until someone pointed it out for me. There are so many 'I never knew's' ... It's like I've been living in the shadow or something. Then again, I'm happy with the way I am right now; happy for the way I've changed, hap...

06 October 2013, 07:13 PM
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Thursday, October 3rd, 2013

I overestimated the affect I have on you.

04 October 2013, 05:08 AM
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Monday, September 30th, 2013

Its a burden, and its exhausting.

30 September 2013, 09:59 PM
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Sunday, September 29th, 2013

Just something really small, really makes my day.

30 September 2013, 05:02 AM
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