losing myself

i feel as if im losing who i am. i know that its stupid but it's true. i draw and write and im a nerd... i collect comic books... no one knows but its true! I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS! super girl ones to be exact. i started realizing that im losing myself last week when my boyfriend asked me to go to the movies. i checked my phone and saw that i hadnt texted my bestie since me and my boyfriend started going out. i stopped going to my fave comic book store, talking to bestie, drawing, singing, writ...

05 May 2014, 11:55 PM
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Is It Wrong Of Me?

It's been a while, School has been crazy!!!With Valentine's day coming up along with the Valentine's dance (where you have to have a date to get in and your date can't be your best friend) and guys are always asking me to go with them, but tbh I don't want to go.Is it wrong of me to not go? I'm popular and I'm suppose to go to all big event. That's why I think it's bad that I don't go. I might have to go with the rude football player! All he wants is something that I don't want to share. <3...

06 February 2014, 09:38 PM
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Why I write

My friends ask why I write. Well to start things off... 1) I can express myself freely 2) It is something that I can do whenever I to vent about something 3) Its hard to keep everything bottled up inside and not show your emotions 4) ITS FUN!! So no matter what people say about writing in a diary or online remember to express yourself however you want to! You are who you are! <3 MANDICANDI

28 January 2014, 09:31 PM
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MY LOVE LIFE

He asked me out!!!! I really like him! A LOT! HE is sweet, smart, funny and fun to be around. He told me that he never wants to loose e because he loves me than of curse i blushed and he kissed me cheek and said he loves me and all my amazing qualities! I'm so happy when my Alexa came over because she was like "Soooo... I see the lovebirds are back together." I knew exactly what she meant because the first time we were dating they couldn't separate us (except in class and stuff like that) but...

28 January 2014, 11:54 AM
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MY WISH 1/27/114

I found out that the guy that broke my heart is still in love with me. I was told by his friends that I'm friends with that he misses the way we kissed. I found out that he is going to ask me out again tomorrow!! I hope he asks me because all I have been feeling is emptiness. If he doesn't then I'll have to find a way to deal with the emptiness or fill the emptiness with something else. <3 MANDICANDI

27 January 2014, 09:23 PM
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CHANGE

i may not be like others but i am me myself and i! no one can change me. people dont change. they only mature and gain wisdom!! so stop trying to change people!!! people are who they are ACCEPT THEM for who they are!!!!! <3 MANDICANDI

27 January 2014, 01:25 AM
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THE LIFE OF MANDICANDI

Today my step dad decided to yell at me because last night I fell asleep in a pair of jeans instead of changing into pj pants. Personally I think it was stupid and I should be able to sleep in jeans if I want to. But whatever its not my choice. So on Thursday the guy I was dating broke up with me. I was heart broken but now I don't care. Everything that happens has a reason for happening. After I told my mom about what happened she told me that she would take me to the mall to go shopping....

26 January 2014, 11:27 PM
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