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I have opened my life and heart to Darkness I have excepted the emotional abuse I stand by and allow him to push me in the mud and make me grovel at his feet. I let my self and I hate that to him i am weak but i have never let another man treat me so horrible they never even get the chance because right away i have been assertive and strong with pride. Where is my pride when he is around? Who the fuck have i let him turn me into. I am not the women he wants me to be and that's the truth but...

24 March 2014, 01:11 AM
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Pain makes you stronger-fear makes you braver-heart brake makes you wiser!

Pain We all have to endure some pain from time to time. At that moment it is the only thing you think of and people say you will be okay there are brighter days!Yes there are and you become stronger don't let that keep you down. Fear is all around the fear of failing or making a mistake or what if moments! I always have something i fear and i just want to get over this Fear! Heartbreak emotionally&internally&mentally painful! There will be another love out there for you. A new o...

30 January 2014, 02:52 AM
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Changes

I NEVER TAKE MY OWN ADVICE EVEN THOUGH I KNOW RITE FORM WRONG AND I TOLD MY SELF I WOULD CHANGE SOME OF MY HABITS THIS YEAR FOCUS ON MY LIFE AND MAKE BETTER CHOICES AND MOVE ON FIND MY SELF BECAUSE I AM NOT THE SAME I ONCE WAS ! I AM SOME ONE FILLED WITH MEMORIES AND NEW EXPERIENCES. SO FAR I BELIEVE I AM DOING THAT AND IT HASN'T BEEN SO HARD TO DO SO BUT NOW COMES THE HARD ONE MOVE ON/MAKE BETTER CHOICES.??

30 January 2014, 02:10 AM
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