Every boyfriend I've had has done this... brutally left me feeling like I'm the one wrong... that I'm just one person who never cares. Almost all my boyfriends could see how easily I do things wrong. They show me and shove it in my face. When I start feeling like I'm shit I think I'm undeserving and I break up. How can I be in a relationship knowing all I do is wrong...? Then they don't see the way they talked to me, the things theys aid, and how quickly they would turn on me...
All I wanted to hear was that you were sorry...that you won't try and get mad at me... that you love me... that you don't want to break up... to hold me close and tell em how important I am. I'm not though...
Thanks for making me cry. Thanks for making me feel like shit. Thanks for telling me you trust me when you don't. This relationship is fucking stupid. Again I date a guy who is perfect at shattering my heart and making me feel worthless.
I just don't understand how you can be perfectly find getting mad at me, ignoring me, and all of that. I don't even know why I'm sitting here talking to you. There is no point anymore... There really isn't. I'm not happy anymore.
I won't hurt you anymore. I won't cause you to feel the way you do... it seems that is all I am good for. I'm tired of hurting knowing I make you feel like that. So all I want is for you to be happy, and I obviously keep causing problems. I'll break up with you. You'll find someone better.
This quote has never been more true. I always fall for the ones that can hurt me the most and be very cruel. You ignore me... you beat me down... you make me feel like a worthless person. Every time you get mad at me it hurts. I think we should break up. I'm tired of being a disappointment....
I just want someone who can treat me right, love me like they mean it, and understand me. All my relationships have always be so mentally and emotionally straining. Honestly... I'm tired of crying... of doing things wrong... Love is complete bullshit isn't it.
Yeah... I think I'm done. Don't even bother apologizing... I give up on it all. You're hurting me for the last time. Good bye. I won't make you an option or a priority anymore... I'll just disappear. Good bye.
It's so good to know that all you can do is jump to bad conclusions about me. Trust me? My ass. I never jump to bad conclusions about you. Now I am though. Should we be together? Should we? I'm not even sure anymore. Is it worth the effort if I keep getting hurt...? If I keep doing wrong. I standing on the edge.
You're so great at making me want to cry. It's insane. You know what- I give up. I'm done walking on glass. I'm done with it all. I never get this mad at you over shit. You always jump on me. So fuck it all. I do not want to be in something mentally and emotionally abusive again. This is turning into another bad relationship isn't it... : /
So... no matter what I do it is somehow wrong isn't it? Is this what is going to happen all the time? I went to get fucking lunch because I was hungry. Then you want to post our relationship problems on Facebook. I only make you an option? Seriously? I didn't get mad at you when you were cooking dinner did I? Nope. While I was eating Lunch I was trying to keep talking to you. I was messaging you while playing. Seriously.... I'm pissed off. I'm not even going to bother anymore. Why make an e...
In a way maybe I don't hate anyone. I just lose respect for them... because I can't imagine how people could be so heartless and cruel.
In the movie 'The Hunger Games' when they kiss I can't help but imagine you and I. If you were wounded, couldn't move, and was on the brink of death I would kiss you to stop your worries. Then I would run to find help for you risking my own life if I could just save yours. I would fight to the death for you.
I do not see through my eyes. I do not feel through my hands. I do all of these with my heart. I chose to look and feel through my heart so I can know that it is real. When people are evil I won't see it because I love them. I won't feel the ill of their intent because I think they love me too. In the end they hurt me and it takes awhile to forget and get closure because I still love them. It's a curse how much I will care for those that have walked in my life and ran out.
We really were made for each other. So perfect. You could stop my worst feelings and terrible lows with just kiss if you wanted to. All my problems melt away when I'm with you.