I get it.
That's it, I'm off everything, I give up :) You won't hear about me, you won't even knew that I've ever existed. I've never thought that I'll have this pure moment with someone again but it happened.. I'm just not lucky enough to make it work. You're one of the best persons I've ever met and I wish you all the happiness in the world, I just hope you won't regret some things you're doing while being manipulated like the others cause I know it won't last :)