Wow, do I still remember the email and password that I used here? Joking. I remembered it all the time, but couldn't write a note from my iPad for some reason. And I opened a laptop really seldom last year because of studies. I come home from university too tired to sit and surf the internet, I lay (lie? I'm not sure which one verb I should use here) with iPad and sometimes even do my homework in bed. I hope I rested enough to survive in the third semester.
The one I love loves someone else And I'm just listening to Anouk. Awesome! (That was an irony. But I really really love her songs)
Well... shit. I should go to bed right now because tomorrow I'll have to wake up very very early. But instead of that I'm sitting here and waiting for the online presentation of the new album of my favourite band. IT'S BEGINNING RIGHT NOW WOOHOO
I don't know. Should I try to live as I wanted to, or it would be better to let it go? I know nothing anymore. Like Jon Snow :c
All of my exams are passed. AHHAHA FINALLY AND I'M STAYING ALIVE Is this a long-awaited freedom? I lie on the floor and don't even listen to music. Everything will change, I promise.
Well... there are less than twelve hours left before my Physics exam. Don't know anything. Anything in my life. I guess you love me. But that's not like love at all. What should I do with you? And with me? "Silent I can't wait here silent Gotta make a change And make some noise"
I am back. Don't know what to write here. Today I tried to watch "A young doctor's notebook" in English, but didn't understand anything without subs. All my friends ("friends" is a wrong word, but I forgot other words) enjoy their real life or prepare for their exams. And I don't. Booooooring.
Oh shit, less than one week left before my last olympiade. I didn't prepared, and now it's too late for it. I don't want to win but I also hate to lose so much... And I am ill now. Oh God, why. It would be better if I was ill when the semester hadn't finished yet. My English is awful, I know.
Haven't been here for a month, since February... since winter. Wow. I'll try to translate some, eh, masterpieces. Just for myself. I have no experience in that... All that instead of doing some really important things. I'm the Queen of Procrastination! x3
никто и не говорил, что будет легко
I'd like to write a story, but all I have in my head about it is only this picture. I even don't exactly know what it's going to be about...
It is time to choose what exams I'll pass in June. I really don't know whom I want to be. Not about professions and any learning. So what can I do? It's the first really important choice in my life ._.
"I never thought that the time and the distance between us made you so much colder I'll carry the world on my shoulders" Awwww, that's my favourite part of this song! <3
What do I learn languages for if I don't like to talk to people? Songs. Books. But let me keep silent.
I don't feel that 2014 has begun. Why it's still rainy outside, why there's nothing new? Nothing has changed. And nothing will. It's only people who makes changes, not the number of the year or the Monday, 1st or something like that. When I don't want to go my own way, it's still shitty 2013 there.
I tried to write something here and then I realized that I forgot almost all English words I knew... Fail.
My nice lyceum slowly turns into a prison. I don't like this place as I liked it a couple of years ago. And that's why I'm glad that I won't enter our university. I'm fed up with it already >_<
I am back *O* and I still remember my password here. So, I failed the final test, but had a good time and didn't regret anything foolish I had done. And still don't regret. That was too funny) I almost fell in love as I always do. Always almost. I have enough from that, yeah, that's strange...
I'm moving out in a couple of hours. God, if only I would live there alone... That's all I want for these two weeks. (And WiFi, but that's too much, I understand)
There is a ginger-haired girl again... Don't know how is about all of them, but this one definitely has no soul. Couple of years ago she hurt me again and again. Then I managed to do the same. And now I know I'll be the winner... but we don't begin to quarrel or argue. I'd like to, don't know why.