They are used to get and forget. Is there anyone who can give and forgive?
Suddenly I'm going to live two weeks in Moscow and prepare for the international olympiad... I didn't want to go because I had not enough time and energy, I got tired of all that. And I know I'll fail there, I didn't prepared. But there will be two weeks far away from my parents, from school, from so-called "friends"... (and from Internet too, but that's worthwhile)
I just enjoy my holidays. Now I'd like to have it forever...
все очень плохо
Now I'm too lazy to do nothing. What next?
I got sick so I sit at home today. Finally! That's almost worth it. But still there are four days before holidays. I must survive ><
I don't talk to people. I always talk to myself. But that doesn't mean that I don't want to hear the answer... If anybody listen to me.
Where have I lost two months of autumn? (and all my will and motivation too) Since one moment something went awfully wrong. Don't know what moment that was and what I can do. All I know is that I'm tired of thinking, choosing and that two and two is four. Still four. Maybe I'm slightly mad already...
"Say my name and his in the same breath, I dare you to say they taste the same..." FOB keeps me a little happier than I am without music. My favourite quote from this song: "The best of us can find happiness in misery" i dont care I don't care I. Don't. Care.
Today I wrote two biology tests and got C and C. And I'm not even disappointed, but I'm mad at myself because of my indifference. When I was younger I was such a perfectionist, an excellent pupil. And who am I now? Don't want to study, don't want to try hard, don't want anything.
When I was a little child I wanted to be a writer. I still want, but I don't realize what my books must be about x)
The more I visit doctors, the more I want to die young.
Waiting for the 3rd season of Sherlock BBC... I watched one episode of South Park in English without subtitles and understood what had been going on there. Someday I'll know English perfectly.
hug me or struck me steal me or kill me believe me or leave me
Don't want to do my homework. If I only could sit here and watch Harry Potter always... That's really all I want in my life now. Shit :c But wait... Yet I want to break up with one ginger-haired girl that's annoying me right now. I want a great scandal, at least it will make me alive, but all I get is an exhausting dull conversation with rare attempts to hurt one another.
"oh i still believe that you remember me"
About that only one person... She's my best friend (I still consider her as a friend, after all that has been between us) and maybe even more. We talked online only, so what?.. I didn't understand when she hinted to me that she loved me, and that (and some other causes) was why we parted at first time. Then she deleted all her pages in the Internet, I couldn't contact her, she didn't answered to sms... and still don't. Not long ago we talked last time, and now I miss her awfully. And thank go...
Usually it's quite well with my parents, but when I get tired and expect some support from them, we quarrel so hard... I just can't understand why. Today I got more support from one my classmate than from my best friend, and parents were the reason why I needed it. This all is so strange...
I have written an English school olympiad. Well... I was going to write German, but there was no tasks. And listening was not so complicated as I had expected. Either I just got lucky or my English skill has really improved since the previous year O_O
"Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?.." (c) Evanescence These words are the most exactly I've ever heard. That's all about me.