Hi guys, I wasnt able to write, but jow i am back and i have a story to tell. Last year i felt horrible, i was kinda depressed. I found myself fat and i was constantly in a fight with my mom. My parents are devorced and i aint in touch with ma dad. So i was allone. Eventough i have so many friends i was so alone. But i didnt want to feel that way anymore, so i got out and here i am. I love myself, it was hard to do this but i do. I am happy and i feel free. The main reason i freel like this i...

23 April 2015, 05:55 PM


I am feeling emty and i do not know how to change that. I m really unhappy, i feel like i am surving not living, it feels like im drowning and everyone is watching but no one helps me. It feels like i cant trust anyone and no one loves me.

24 December 2014, 11:09 PM
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A begin

Hi, my name is Merel and i'm from Holland. Im not going to tell my story here and now. This thing is quite new to me and i do not know what to write actually. I just need a way to express my feelings and i think that maybe, just maybe, this is a good way. I hope no one will judge me for whatever i write. Imma try to write from the deepest part of my heart. Im not sure if thats gonna work for me, im not a open book.

24 December 2014, 10:49 PM
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