And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.

15 April 2015, 12:25 AM
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You've been flying so high to avoid the road pretending to not be alone...

24 July 2014, 05:28 AM
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Ride;

I was in the winter of my life and the men I met along the road were my only summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not a very popular one, who once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet but upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divided l...

06 November 2013, 03:41 AM
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Perfection? No.

07 September 2013, 10:28 PM
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Every time you approach certain subjects, it turns into an argument. In the back of your mind, you decide to avoid that topic in the future because you don't want to fight. You don't want the conflict. You believe fighting means the relationship is on a rocky ground or is threatening to the relationship. You want to stay together, but believe me if you fight, you might separate. It somehow starts to feel like you can't talk with each other anymore. You feel distant and detached. You start won...

21 August 2013, 07:41 PM
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Remember me? I used to be your favorite hello, your hardest goodbye, I used to be the person you wanted to talk most and will miss if you didn't get to talk to me. I used to be someone you wanted to be with everyday and night, I used to be the first thought in your mind in the morning and the last thought before you go to sleep, I used to be the girl who you wished to see me smile when I’m down and who wish I didn't cry, I used to be the most beautiful girl to you. Yeah, I used to be that per...

21 August 2013, 07:38 PM
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"It was one of those March days when the sun shines hot and the wind blows cold: when it is summer in the light, and winter in the shade." -Charles Dickens

21 August 2013, 07:35 PM
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Get out of your comfort zone, live a little.

21 August 2013, 07:32 PM
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These are strange moments for me. When I am mad or upset at you it is a feeling I have never had. I hurt, I turn angry, I turn sad... its just a whirlwind.. But in these moments I know one thing for sure, that you are so lucky I just don't go off.

21 August 2013, 07:30 PM
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But they do not really understand .. there are too many pressures in reality How to deal with pain, stress and poverty And I have to be myself because no one else for me & I wonder where is the love?

13 July 2013, 06:15 PM
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Lana Del Rey

Lana is the best new artist to arise since Eminem. Like him, her songs tell stories, and her videos strenghten them. She isn't scared to throw controversial images and opinions out there, and she is unique compared to everything else out there. Only music's legends are like this, and she will one day join them.

13 July 2013, 06:08 PM
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Life is a big question mark. We are all looking for answers. In medicine, in life, in everything. Sometimes the answers we were looking for were hiding just below the surface. Other times, we find answers when we didn't realize we were asking a question. Sometimes the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes even when we find the answer we've been looking for, we’re still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
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It is a hard thing to do; to list down your closest friends on a piece of white crisp paper, the ones you would literally drop everything for and realize only some would do the same. Some who will (or already have) talk about you to others, say hurtful things or listen to hurtful things said about you and not say anything. There are a few who will say mean things to your face, but at the end of the day you seem to forget and still look at them as one of your closest friends. Why? Why do I kee...

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
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Relationships. It can be the best thing or it could be the worst. You could be happy one day and broken the next.

Every time you approach certain subjects, it turns into an argument. In the back of your mind, you decide to avoid that topic in the future because you don't want to fight. You don't want the conflict. You believe fighting means the relationship is on a rocky ground or is threatening to the relationship. You want to stay together, but believe me if you fight, you might separate. It somehow starts to feel like you can't talk with each other anymore. You feel distant and detached. You start won...

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
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and lately i've been thinking if anyone is ever who they say they are. beautiful on the outside; dead on the in

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
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Think I'll miss you forever, like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky.... - lana del rey summertimesadness

13 July 2013, 06:01 PM
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"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back. Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken."

13 July 2013, 06:01 PM
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I'm falling for your eyes.. but they don't know me yet.

13 July 2013, 05:58 PM
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our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start. I see it in your eyes, you can feel it in my heart. from here on after lets stay the way we are right now. And share all the love and laughter that a life time will allow.

14 May 2013, 03:04 AM
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-Tony_Teddie_Nguyen[wise words]

"You may think she's perfect, but you're wrong. She comes with a lot of imperfections, a lot of flaws, a lot of damages, a lot of complications, just a whole lot to deal with. Maybe at first, you won't be able to see it, but eventually you will & she's afraid it'll scare you off. You may think she's a nice girl but honestly, she isn't. At times, she's cranky, she's confusing, she hates people & she can be a bitch if you piss her off. You may think she's beautiful but you don't see what she se...

14 May 2013, 03:01 AM
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