And sometimes it hits me out of nowhere. All of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad and hurt. And once again, I feel numb to the world.

15 April 2015, 12:25 AM
l
1 love: samcromer18
comment

Every time you approach certain subjects, it turns into an argument. In the back of your mind, you decide to avoid that topic in the future because you don't want to fight. You don't want the conflict. You believe fighting means the relationship is on a rocky ground or is threatening to the relationship. You want to stay together, but believe me if you fight, you might separate. It somehow starts to feel like you can't talk with each other anymore. You feel distant and detached. You start won...

21 August 2013, 07:41 PM
l
love
comment

"It was one of those March days when the sun shines hot and the wind blows cold: when it is summer in the light, and winter in the shade." -Charles Dickens

21 August 2013, 07:35 PM
l
love
comment

These are strange moments for me. When I am mad or upset at you it is a feeling I have never had. I hurt, I turn angry, I turn sad... its just a whirlwind.. But in these moments I know one thing for sure, that you are so lucky I just don't go off.

21 August 2013, 07:30 PM
l
love
comment

But they do not really understand .. there are too many pressures in reality How to deal with pain, stress and poverty And I have to be myself because no one else for me & I wonder where is the love?

13 July 2013, 06:15 PM
l
love
comment

Life is a big question mark. We are all looking for answers. In medicine, in life, in everything. Sometimes the answers we were looking for were hiding just below the surface. Other times, we find answers when we didn't realize we were asking a question. Sometimes the answers can catch us completely by surprise. And sometimes even when we find the answer we've been looking for, we’re still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
l
love
comment

It is a hard thing to do; to list down your closest friends on a piece of white crisp paper, the ones you would literally drop everything for and realize only some would do the same. Some who will (or already have) talk about you to others, say hurtful things or listen to hurtful things said about you and not say anything. There are a few who will say mean things to your face, but at the end of the day you seem to forget and still look at them as one of your closest friends. Why? Why do I kee...

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
l
love
comment

Relationships. It can be the best thing or it could be the worst. You could be happy one day and broken the next.

Every time you approach certain subjects, it turns into an argument. In the back of your mind, you decide to avoid that topic in the future because you don't want to fight. You don't want the conflict. You believe fighting means the relationship is on a rocky ground or is threatening to the relationship. You want to stay together, but believe me if you fight, you might separate. It somehow starts to feel like you can't talk with each other anymore. You feel distant and detached. You start won...

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
l
love
comment

and lately i've been thinking if anyone is ever who they say they are. beautiful on the outside; dead on the in

13 July 2013, 06:03 PM
l
love
comment

"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back. Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken."

13 July 2013, 06:01 PM
l
love
comment

I'm falling for your eyes.. but they don't know me yet.

13 July 2013, 05:58 PM
l
love
comment

our love is unconditional, we knew it from the start. I see it in your eyes, you can feel it in my heart. from here on after lets stay the way we are right now. And share all the love and laughter that a life time will allow.

14 May 2013, 03:04 AM
l
love
comment

My words on DREAMS... "Everyone dreams...but it's not important that all your dreams come out to be true. Just carry on with your dreams because they make you to enjoy the moments you miss in reality. "

29 April 2013, 03:11 AM
l
love
comment

What you FEAR is your CHALLENGE... "If you are having a tough time today, push past those boundaries, because by challenging your fears today will become the strength you feel tomorrow... DO WHAT YOU FEAR, DON'T FEAR WHAT YOU DO" -Hrithik Roshan

29 April 2013, 03:10 AM
l
love
comment

PERFECTION is a myth... "The day you assume you are perfect, you are the dumbest hare, who would allow the tortoises to take over you. Perfection can never be achieved. Its just a word pointing the skies..."

29 April 2013, 03:10 AM
l
love
comment

They ask " what is depression like" I reply with " it's like drowning, but you can see everyone around you breathing.." Having your moments where the world just seems to keep going... and you're falling behind.

21 March 2013, 03:37 AM
l
love
comment

I can see my past repeating it's self.. this is really getting old.

21 March 2013, 03:25 AM
l
love
comment
Img_dload17693-0_journal_pane

A Suburban Hospital

It was a rainy and windy night in a suburban hospital. A doctor was tired from being on duty all day long. He walked slowly into a dark obsolete elevator. In that elevator there was an old woman with white hair and an aged face. He asked her about her health, and how long she had been there. The old woman said it was too long to remember how many years she had been there. The elevator slowly went down and opened, when it stopped at the fifth floor. The fifth floor was the place where the dea...

17 March 2013, 03:51 AM
l
love
comment

People do not die from suicide, they die from sadness.

12 March 2013, 04:15 AM
l
love
comment
Img_dload1512-1_journal_pane

Baby Bentley (:

11 March 2013, 04:48 AM
l
love
comment