Day One.

I am now 17 (turning 18 in 6 days), I'm in a healthy stable relationship. But I am still so broken. I can't possibly put my all into this relationship if I'm not whole. But I'm so so scared and tired of being mistreated that I don't ever want to set myself up for that ever again. Everytime I start to think that I might love him, my brain tells me "no, this is an awful idea. He is just going to hurt you all over again" and I back down. Its the hardest thing ever, I am trying so so hard to just...

17 May 2015, 02:28 AM
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My back story.

Two years ago, I rekindled an old flame. I was 15 and he was 18. He was so sweet to me and said it was love at first sight, and I believed it. We were together for 1 year and 4 months. And I gave him everything: my heart, my body, my soul. He was my first. But lo and behold, I learn that in the span of our relationship he had cheated on me 4 times, one of which was with my best friend. I was devastated and I begged for him to not leave me. I felt that I wasn't good enough for him which is why...

17 May 2015, 02:21 AM
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