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Give Me A Break

I hate the people around me. Of course by people I mean my parents’ first and last children: an elder sister and a younger brother. They totally messed up my mood, my plans, my world, my entire life. Sometimes I wish the last one was never born. Or even better, I wish he never had the surgery. Wish he didn’t survive that time. I know God has a plan for me but people around are screwing it all up. I can’t seem to cope up with it right now. My sister quit school for the reason that she got ti...

23 April 2015, 06:21 PM
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RESTORATION

I loved my brother from the very moment i laid eyes on him. But my love slowly turned to grudge as years passed by. He was just so spoiled, greedy, selfish, and annoying. He's the youngest of us 4 and the only boy. I hated him to the point that I forgot all the fun times we had before. A week ago he got his left kidney removed. I now realized how short and fragile life is. I figured that if another deadly sickness stroke him, we would not be ready. He's just 10 and it's not fair to treat him ...

24 June 2014, 11:49 AM
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Love is an Open Door

Opening your doors doesn't only mean letting people in. It also connotes that you can let people go. So I'm finally taking my word for it. I will move on.

07 June 2014, 06:18 AM
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It's All Coming Back

It's been two years and i have not moved on. I tried not to even think about it. It worked. I thought i was finally over him. Then i saw his name in my facebook account. All that's happened returned like a strong and hard recoil. High school, i saw this young stunning man in our class. From the very beginning i fancied him a lot until months passed and i thought nothing good would ever come out of it. We became friends and became even closer as i slowly accepted that we were nothing more th...

06 June 2014, 06:40 PM
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