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Rainy day! :(

Wow a rainy day here all day how sad! I feel like snuggling with someone but yet no one here to snuggle with :( Oh well time will tell me sooner or later what will happen! My life have been like a roller coaster ride in the past month not sure how this will turn out! I am trying to help others and in return i get shit happening to me wtf??? really is this how it all works??? Oh well i had to let go of someone special in my life because they stole from me :( what a shocker you try to help out...

13 June 2014, 03:34 AM
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Life!!!!

Life sucks at time! Here i am trying to help someone out and they were stealing from me !!! Makes me so sad to the point i want to punch them in the face! but ya know what i am way better then this! I talked to them about it and did try making it better but oh nooo lies after lies so that means no more chances at this point it is what it is :( as for us go we are done for good! fine a new friend to steal from buddy!!!! On this note its bed for me good night!

04 June 2014, 04:25 AM
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Birthday bash!!

Wow what a great week it was my birthday bash we did allot of mudding in the trucks, jeeps, atv, and dirt bikes! Yep that is how the truck looked lol party was great! We had about 25 people show up lol we did party from 7pm till 7 am wow yup fun stuff for sure :) Mind you everyone was hurting next day haha but it was fun wish i could party like this every weekend :P

29 May 2014, 07:15 PM
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Long week!!!

Wow its been wile since i posted on here yikes been very busy! trying to figure out my life and well yes i have some crazy stuff going on in it right now!!!! Kind of stuck with some hard decisions right now but i am working to get through it for sure!!! I been a bit confused about a friend who i though could be more then a friend! So for now i am leaving shit alone and well just kind of backing off! Friday i had a blast though since i had a small get together at my house and well yes you ask ...

14 April 2014, 12:52 AM
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Confused!!!!

Boy its been a weird weekend!! Have you ever wanted to do something you know you shouldn't be doing?? Well that is were i did end up and boy oh boy i did it! Do i regret it nope i DO NOT it was fun when it happen! But now i think there is some confused peeps ughh!! Me i am very confused so something i have to work on for sure!! And then sometimes well people get the taste of their own medicine! A friend was feeling down and all blah last night i try to help! I know he was feeling down because...

31 March 2014, 03:31 PM
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Some fun riding!!!!

So the other day my friend Dan stopped up we loaded the ATV and snowmobile on his truck lol yep if anyone knows how to load stuff up on a pick up truck it would be my friend Dan lol boy did we have fun riding!!

24 March 2014, 02:03 PM
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Missing my friend!!

Today is two years since i lost my best horse and best friend "Hardy" I miss you everyday my friend! The barn is not the same without you here but i know you are running happy in heaven! You though me how to ride and how to jump! But most of all you though me how to understand horses and how to be friends! Till we meet again my friend!

20 March 2014, 12:57 PM
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Temptation!!!!

Temptation a desire to do something, esp. something wrong or unwise. How does everyone feel about that?? Boy i know in the past few days my temptation has been strong for sure , so now i am letting take over i guess!

18 March 2014, 02:44 PM
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Last 2 days were shitty!!!

How does a great Friday go so well and you think that things will be ok but then Saturday and Sunday turn in to SHIT :( then this morning another shitty morning! WTH people i mean really? I guess i am confused now! and today's horoscope says:: Indulging in your passion of choice seems awfully tempting right now, even though you know the consequences. Of course, some risks are definitely worth it. Whatever you choose now will be one of them. Jump on in. I mean really now much more confused a...

17 March 2014, 12:40 PM
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What a night!!!

Wow there is nothing better then to wake up happy and wanted in the morning!!! I think many of you can relate to that one huh? For years i was with someone and well after some time they lost interest in me! But now boy i think i found that special someone who cares and they see me for me! nothing better then falling asleep in someones arms and waking up all happy and knowing they are there and trying to comfort me! Boy so yes i had a great night of cuddles and even better morning! That is it ...

15 March 2014, 01:10 PM
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Visit!!!!

I haven't been able to write much here at all because i been very busy! I had my family down for a visit last 4 days , so not much computer time at all! I always love it when i get to hangout with my mom and dad and brother, i really miss them allot and wish that they lived closer to me! I got to go skiing with my brother yes that pic is of me hehe!! This was my first time on the mountain this year boy was i tired after taking 4 runs down the mountain! I slept great that day lol Well i am out...

12 March 2014, 01:50 PM
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Happy day!!!

So today i got the best news ever!! My mother who has been battling cervical cancer well today we got the news that she is clear and has no more cancer! yesss happy day!!! So now this goes back to were we started my mom on natural organic foods natural medicine and well yes as you can see it has worked miracles :) so yes people you are what you eat and how you medicate yourself! sO A VERY VERY HAPPY DAY FOR ME!!!!

05 March 2014, 02:29 AM
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Workshops!!

Yeah its the time of the year starting April 26 ,2014 we will be hosting workshops at my teachers house and yes i will be there helping and teaching :) So much fun to be able pass what i have learned. I hope many can make it its going to be some awesome days with awesome people and horses :) I hope to see you all there!!

03 March 2014, 07:10 PM
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Snow day!!!

Yikes a ton of fresh new snow we got today! Its been a long day i was up at 6 am got all my stuff done by 10:30 am then snowed in for the rest of the day yahooo. It finally stopped snowing but now its getting cold and i am hearing ont he radio tomorrow we will get another 2 to 4 inches ughh i am so sick of snow and ready for summer and the bugs lol Mother nature is having some games with us people this year lol anyways time for me to go kick my heels up and relax till tomorrow peeps ta ta

19 February 2014, 03:24 AM
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Work!

What a day i cleaned the house today! Talked to my friend few times yay! :) then stacked more firewood cooked dinner and off to work i went for 5:30 pm I had to trim 5 horses feet yep i did good work i was done at 8 pm back home by 8:30 pm then called my friend to chat with him " always puts a smile on my face " when i talk to him! Now sitting here having a smoke a glass of wine and well writing here lol but i am so tired i should be in bed as i can barley keep my eyes open! So on that note i...

18 February 2014, 03:14 AM
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Oh boy what a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i have had a rough day today visiting my husband but in the end it all worked out great yay:) Now to spunk things up well i want to take pole dancing classes i think this would be awesome but some of my friends are like no way and i say WTF????????????? I want to do it and i am going to do it yeah!!!!!

17 February 2014, 02:41 AM
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Truth!

The truth always seeks the light right?? but lies seek shadows! what a great way to start the day off today! I am still very sick here so writing here and also reading some stuff for my school work! There is allot going on in my life and i have a small handful of people who are here for me! I am so glad for that and love those people with all my heart! So thank you to all of you for helping me through the hard times! I know who my friends are for sure and with some i even got closer! Happy d...

15 February 2014, 03:54 PM
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Happy Valentine's day !!!

So today cupid is work his little butt of and is making everyone to fall in love hehe!!! As for me well no one special to celebrate with this year but hey there is always next year right?? However few of my good friends did think of me on V day so its always nice to be remembered :) So its 4:43 pm on a friday night i am home alone and getting ready to finish this post and well take a hot shower because its been a long working day here we got about 14 inches of snow so lots of shoveling today ...

14 February 2014, 09:34 PM
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Feeling very sick!

wow what a day today I got you stack a cord of wood! all day I've been feeling very very sick I've been having a high fever :( I got to talk to a couple of my friends todY One visited I called one, we definitely haD some good laughs on the phone though! okay now it's bedtime I'm feeling like crap so I'm going to say goodnight.

13 February 2014, 04:17 AM
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sleepless in NH!!!

So it's 2:30 Am and I cannot sleep! no one is online to talk to so looks like it's just me and the TV tonight, it has been a crazy cold day here :( going to try to watch the escape plan with Arnold swarchenegger!

12 February 2014, 07:19 AM
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