8/25/14

Been such a long time. Anyways, I can finally say it; I'm finally in college. It's been great. Completely different, which in some ways are great and in other ways, bad. It's great being on my own but still having my family 30 minutes away is helpful. This school year has already started with boy drama, heartache, laziness, and the occasional bitch fight with my mother. Where to start...I guess I'll go in order. Boy drama-I'm technically single. Broke it off with my boyfriend of one year and ...

26 August 2014, 01:53 AM
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2/25/2014

technically 2/24 but its about 2 in the morning. Bubba, nickname for my boyfriend, and I are on the phone. We talk almost every night and stay on the phone until one of us wakes up. It started back when we first started talking and I thought it was sweet we did that. But now, I love talking to him and if we go a night without talking I'm upset, but I can't help and wonder if the real reason I still make him call me is to make sure he's not talking to anyone else. I asked him to tell me a flaw...

25 February 2014, 07:03 AM
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2/23/2014

He came over tonight..my boyfriend. I feel as if I'm not happy anymore, like I'm just kinda here. I don't know what exactly changed, whether it's the lack of trust I have for him or the fact I feel like he doesn't want me. Well, I know he wants to be with me...but for some reason I feel like there's someone else. I used to never think he would hurt me, or I would have these issues. We went months without talking when my parents separated us and not once did I question his loyalty. Now.... it...

24 February 2014, 03:21 AM
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2/22/14

i'm not exactly sure what i'm going to use this diary for. I just know i needed someone to vent to...without someone actually knowing all my deepest thoughts. Maybe that's why i'm here: to talk to complete strangers who i might call friends.

23 February 2014, 12:50 AM
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