If i'm louder, would you see me? - more than this, one direction :)
I just don't know what to do, my life is a mess
Today is a little better :) but I still feel lonely, I just need a hug but a real hug from someone that really cares for me, too bad no one really does....
so tired it's been a weird day, i might as well go to sleep and hope tomorrow is better :)
had no time to think but i just got over it by watching a movie :D haha oh well i'll think about that until I have to see him again but for right now I am so disappointed but oh well I'm used to it...
I need to think about everything that happened today but I really need to be by myself for this and my roommate just got here now I won't be able to do it, I hate it that when I really need my time alone she is here and when I need someone here to talk she is not here :/
I guess I can say I am disappointed but i know that there is another word to describe how I am feeling but just so you know it is not a really good feeling :/
dreams... yeah I have a lot of dreams and I hate it because none of them ever come true :/ and even though I know that they are never coming true, deep deep in my heart I want them to come true so bad...
I think i'm bipolar :/...when I was in school I was really happy and a little while ago I just started feeling sad and alone again, I hate it and I am trying to avoid it but it is difficult :/
so I was thinking...why is it so difficult to find someone? why can't we just meet our true love and both fall in love and live happily ever after why do we have to go through so many years trying to find someone or being with the wrong ones...:/