you can see that I really like the song haha :)
this is how I am feeling right now, so happy and full of energy that if others would look at me they would become happy too :D
I don't think you'll understand but I don't understand either
after a really bad day I just have to sleep and sleep and sleep and then I forget that day and start a new day like if that day had never happened, it's very difficult cause everything that happened is in my head all day and I have to constantly fight with my thoughts to not think about it but I just have to keep myself busy so I don't think about that, but deep deep inside me I am so sad because I know that I'm just faking it to be less sad but in the inside i know it and it makes me feel wo...
If i'm louder would you see me?
I just realize how sad my life is..I spent the WHOLE day ALONE watching movies and eating :/ and it's saturday! everyone was out at parties or just with friends and I was here by myself doing nothing and without no friends, I seriously hate my life....I need friends :'( FML!
I love movies!
yeah I love watching movies and do you know why? because they make me forget about reality for a while, I get so into the movie that I forget everything else and I just enjoy it, wishing my life would be like a movie and I could for once be happy....
I love blue eyes!
haha today I was in a table in m laptop and this cute guy with gorgeous blue eyes sat in front of me, those blue eyes were distracting me :/ haha they were beautiful :)
hey :) I am way better than I was a on monday :D but I still have that thought in my mind :/ I just avoid it and be happy :D but it's difficult at times....
feeling a little better but not really, I still feel sad but I'm trying very hard not to pay attention to it and distract myself with other things, but it's hard :/