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"Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together" one of favorite sayings for my bad days. :)

11 April 2014, 02:31 AM
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Me and my best friend are always together and we are a lot alike. She has been dating this guy for over 6 months now, he has a twin and I like his twin. I just found out yesterday that his twin liked me too but he was too nervous to ask me out. I don't know what I want to do because I really want to go out with him but I also found out yesterday that they are going to move. I don't want to start anything with him just to get my heart broken when he moves. I don't know when he is going to move...

06 April 2014, 05:18 PM
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"no limits, just epiphanies" Sometimes it amazes me how I can just wake up in a good mood, why can't it be like that everyday. I've been telling myself for a couple weeks now to be happy, and it hasn't worked, yet somehow I finally gave up last night and I wake up this morning in a good mood

06 April 2014, 05:10 PM
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I can put on a fake smile for the world, but what does that mean to me? That doesn't make everything ok and it doesn't make me happy, it makes the world think I'm happy. Sometimes I wonder how everyone else can stay happy all the time?

06 April 2014, 01:29 AM
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I hope the 7 steps work, I haven't been happy in a while. I was happy yesterday when I was hanging out in town with my friends, but as soon as I got home again I was right back to the way I was... Depressed, and just angry at the world.

06 April 2014, 01:22 AM
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Last year about this time of year I started to get anxiety attacks during school, so I started talking to one of my teachers. Everyday during her prep hour she would come get me out of class and me and her would just talk. We talked about everything and it made me feel good. It made me feel like someone actually cared about what I had to say. I don't think she realizes how that made me feel when she did that, I don't think she realizes how happy I was when I could just talk to someone and not...

06 April 2014, 01:11 AM
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Some days I don't know how to take this

05 April 2014, 09:59 PM
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Should I do it again?

so yesterday was Friday and there was going to be a baseball tournament and one of my friends wanted me to walk to the baseball field with her after school, so I texted my mom and asked her and she said I could since the ball field isn't very far from the school. After school though we caught up with three guys from our class and walked with them. They didn't go all the way to the field though, they went behind a trailer and started doing drugs. My friend and I followed them and stood back th...

05 April 2014, 09:28 PM
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This is my public diary!

Somedays I will write like this is my diary, just because I might want to know what other people have to say about it. Sometimes I also like to know that other people can read what I write, I don't know why, but I like it when I know that other people read what I write.

05 April 2014, 09:10 PM
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