F R U S T R A T I O N
I don't know what it is, but every time I start to form a relationship or I get into a relationship, I mess it up somehow. More than 95% of the time it's my fault. Tonight I called the guy I currently like by my most recent ex's name. The guy I currently like won't even talk to me and left me stranded.. It was an honest mistake but it was also my fault. Am I ever going to get it right?
Never fear when he's always here
Sometimes when life becomes unfair and no longer makes sense, I find myself blaming God rather than myself. When I get caught for poor choices I forget I chose to make that mistake. I always ask God where he went or why he did this to me, but really I've done it to myself.
What I long for.
I wish I didn't have to hide my morals or my thoughts to stay away from trouble. We are told we have all this freedom, but then we are assigned rules and regulations that are said to "keep us protected". I want to be able to speak my mind and reach for my goals and dreams without being held back. When you take away my freedom, you take away my happiness. If you try to make me a spitting image of you, that defeats God's purpose of individuality. We were born to be different. We were born to ma...
We all wish we had super powers, but what we don't realize is that we already have them. We think of super powers as actions that are impossible. But we as humans all have one of the greatest super powers ever made. We have the power of smiling. Smiling is the best and most contagious remedy. Whether your smile is genuine or not, when you smile, you pass it along. You never know when you could impact somebody's life, or just make somebody's day.
All I am.
The places we've gone, the things we've seen, and what we've experienced has made us who we are. Everything we are is what we've become. You should never be ashamed because if at any point you aren't satisfied, you have forgotten that you are not a plant; therefore, you are not rooted and you can pick yourself up and change the soil you stand in.