Thinking

So I thought that after they broke up it would be different. That he would go back to being the guy I used to know and like. HAA I was so wrong. He became a player and in the past three weeks he's switched at least 4 girls. He's hurt me so many times and I cant seem to get over him..I don't know if I still think he will change but at this point I really wish we were close again.

16 April 2014, 03:56 AM
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Stuck

Have you ever just been stuck? Theres always that one guy that you should probably go for so you know your heart wont be broken at the end but no matter how hard you try you just cant seem to like him? And the guy who's broken your heart so many time you just cant seem to get over? I realized I KNOW that Ill be heartbroken but I end up still going for it. You cant learn from others mistakes until they come your way and you ll have to make the right or wrong choice. In my case I keep making th...

16 April 2014, 03:51 AM
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I can't read the comments on here -_- ugh i keep clicking on the little zoom thing and it's not even showing me anything-_-

22 March 2014, 11:27 PM
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So it started

So they broke up...agian I mean it usually happens it rearley works out going out agian after breaking up before. So two days after he asked me to walk home and I did he kissed me.. he hugged me and like took both my hands it was cute but confusing because I was kinda over talking to him and it started agian. I asked him if he was over his girlfriend and he told that he was and than on ask.fm he said he wasnt.....he told me i was pretty and said he didnt wanna date for a while and that he wa...

05 February 2014, 09:28 PM
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I miss you

Imagine having a guy bestfriend talking to him on the phone everyday and being able too tell him everything later realizing you guys like eaCh other but you cant go out so you stay bestfriends and all of a sudden a girl comes in his life and changes him the phone calls stop the talking stops and the bestfrienf you knew so weel changes right in front of you your left alone thas what happend to me

03 February 2014, 04:54 AM
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today

Nothing happy today i lost my voice and im sick so been in bed all day #nicewaytospendlastdayofwinterbreak but no school tommorow YAY(;

06 January 2014, 12:00 AM
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Back to Last Year

2013 was a good year. Sure I complained alot about it but when Im looking back I see memories that I wont soon forget I became friends with people I used to have problems with. Even though I didnt get the guy I wanted, I look back and see I did. I didnt get to call him mine but I did get to make mistakes and learn from them I met people that are gonna stay in my life and I met people that are not. All in all Dont live life with negative thoughts make the negative into a positive(:

03 January 2014, 10:19 PM
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At Some Point

Honestly at some point you just gotta realize whats there in front of you. Stop thinking about the past and the future and focus on the now. Never regret anything that once made you smile because at some point its EXACTLY what you wanted. I realized that by me living in the past I didnt see what was right in front of me and thats all I really need for now. Dont cry over losing a boy cause he wasnt perfect and your one in a million is still to come(: Happy New Year!!

03 January 2014, 05:16 AM
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Confused

At this point Im starting to realized I hate guys...I mean he texts me and uses winky faces isnt that i sign hes flirting? I mean what guy uses winky faces when he has a girlfriend...Its really weird Today he texted me and told me he saw mu mom pull out of my driveway and the weird thing is that i was looking out the window at that time to...he made an ask and oh gawd his troll of a girlfriend was all over it i hate her witha burning passion

22 December 2013, 02:02 AM
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why me?

Im so confused...hes not the guy you think he is hes different...he cares but in his own way and idk how to explain it but he does...and I wish he would drop everything and come to me...its my fault and now i have to pay the price i gave up the perfect guy and he went to a girl that doesnt even CARE about the cute things he does for her and im sad to say that after yesterday...I think im in lov..UGH i think its time to move on

19 December 2013, 03:09 AM
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Today

Telling my bestfriend everything today really took of so much weight of my shoulders. I missed being able to tell her everything and I felt so bad when she talked to me about her problems but i couldnt tell her i couldnt take it anymore..i told her everything and I feel so much better. Heres a tip honestly be honest with the ones u love and most important be honest with YOU

14 December 2013, 06:56 PM
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The Kiss

All my diaries are about one guy that has a girlfriend. Well we kissed earlier three days before my birthday he said we were friends with benefits but idek...I dont wanna just be that i want more...I dont wanna see him happy with another girl i wanna see him happy with ME not her.. and it sucks not being able to tell him i want to but if i do im scared ill come of annoying...we re supposed to walk home friday with him but he ll probably cancel on me so w.e

14 December 2013, 06:54 PM
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How it started

It all started last year in December me and my guy bestfriend sat by each other in Social studies and all of a sudden we started liking each other. We were gonna go out but my bestfriend got mad at me cause she went out with him in 6th grade so i said no to him. We had a thing after that but it didnt last long because MY BESTFRIEND started to like him. After that she stopped liking him and me and him had a thing agian but that didnt last long until he went out with a different girl and than ...

14 December 2013, 04:44 AM
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Friday the 13th

Well today isnt what I hoped for. Judging by the date today i already knew i wasnt gonna be happy but yet i still went to that horrible place where all the kids at my school go to. Seeing someone you love happy with someone else is honestly not the best thing that could happen to you. I hate how he acts like he really loves that troll when he asked me to be friends with benefits with him and he asked me to kiss him when hes dating her and today they were like ALL over each other and i honestl...

14 December 2013, 04:33 AM
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