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he was good looking and tall yet what stood out the most is that i could not get enough of his voice and what he had to say. his ability to capture and challenge my mind was beyond anything i could ever comprehend. i loved that about him. he was interested in what i had to say, not what i could give him. i felt the same way. when he told me that he loved me i died, i still die a little bit when i hear him say those words. it is not a bad death. but a death of my fear and anguish that has foll...

13 October 2014, 09:00 PM
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over analysing?

today he called me sis...but we've kissed a couple of times. i'm hoping it was a typo because mistakes do happen when you text...when i saw it...i shrivelled up inside and physically felt sick..i was drying the dishes and i could barely hold the plate and it was right there and then that i got reminded that i am human and one single word can cripple. i realised that nothing is ever guaranteed. one moment you can be skipping through the daisies and the next you could be drowning. drowning in t...

22 January 2014, 10:19 PM
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timid lynx

they assume that you're this very quiet soul that goes around sharing smiles and hugs. they don't know the truth. what you walk around with every day. how you struggle to get up in the mornings...apprehensive of what is to come. of events that has not happened. as cliched as it is the words "im fine" i think is the biggest lie that we tell each other, and sometimes the people who ask "how are you?" don't mean it. mom asks you how your day was and you lie and say hey it was great just to see h...

16 January 2014, 07:58 PM
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20 to 2

i sit in bed at this hour, thinking about the what ifs and could have beens. what if i didn't go to the neighbour's place since mom wasn't at home, i mean i just needed to go somewhere after school. what if he didn't hurt me..i would not be sitting here, in my bed, with walls that feel like they're judging me. i would not be sitting here like someones lunges have been stolen..unable to breathe unable to take in that..life giving air that every living being needs.craves. he stole something f...

15 January 2014, 11:40 PM
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