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Musical Enlightenment: The Best Kind

This week has been so nice. Got to see a super chill “all about love” band (The Mowgli’s, and an extremely talented artist (Tori Kelly.) I love music. It’s always been the one thing that could really help me express how I felt, so when I’m at a live show I just feel so alive and taken. It one of the places I feel at home. I saw this on twitter today: @psychologicaI: The person who makes you the happiest is usually the same person who is capable of hurting you the most. Just really reiterat...

15 November 2013, 09:40 PM
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Early Morning Sessions

My morning 2-a-day sessions are really a part of life now. Feels good to talk about my goals, progress, hopes, and dreams. Really helps me put life in perspective. Bettering me for life, not just right now. Since I've started my journey to uncontested happiness, I personally have had a few questions. What am I supposed to feel like? Do I wait? How do I move on if I finally ever figure out I need to? How do I become happy? How do I make myself a better person? How do I face my fears? Why do ...

13 November 2013, 01:57 PM
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Ask me

I'm supposed to post this and start answering more questions. Have at me! Thanks!! ask.fm/Livylouhou11

13 November 2013, 01:53 PM
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Okay with being alone?

I love being alone actually. I think everyone should have alone time and learn to enjoy just being with themselves. I think people mistake me for not being able to be alone because they think I'm always in a relationship....I'm not always. I believe I am different because I can date around and do whatever but when I find someone I genuinely want to approach, you know I care. Not many people grab my attention in all aspects. I like it when someone isn't afraid to voice their opinions, or be r...

13 November 2013, 01:50 PM
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Would You?

If she asked you for help would you give it to her? It took me no time to say yes, but then I had to make sure. Even doing the right thing for the wrong reasons is bad. Then I came to this conclusion... Absolutely. I mean I still love and care for her. I think people after they break up kind of forget what unconditional love is. Things become clouded my emotions. It may hurt (it probably will) but you help the people you love, and you're even supposed to help the people you don't, if you ca...

12 November 2013, 02:36 PM
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What is Love??

"The Man" asked me this, along with a couple other burning questions. Figured I'd answer one a day...unless I feel so inclined to answer more. Love to me...pretty simple I think. Love is caring for someone, putting them before yourself. Wanting to make yourself hurt a little more if they could hurt a little less. Understanding something even if you don't agree. Having respect towards one another. Not wanting to be without that special person. Wanting to share every important aspect of your ...

11 November 2013, 09:08 PM
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Looking Up

"You have made fantastic progress. Do you feel that way?" The question my shrink asked this morning. I felt like it was pretty easy to answer...and as I was answering I had to stop. It's kind of scary to think about who I have been and where I was. Some days I am surprised that I am still here, which is alarming to admit to myself, but once you realize what life has to offer and learn how to enjoy every second of it you start believing your worth. Life has a funny way of making you see th...

08 November 2013, 05:43 PM
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Life as we know it

I have been a lot stronger than I thought I could be. Taking life as it is and just going along with it has its challenges, but I've learned so much about myself within this last month. I do still miss her, but I try to make myself aware that you can't miss someone who doesn't miss you. Right? Who knows. There's still that part of me that wants to fight for sure. I won't be over this as fast as one would like to be over it, so I'm just not forcing any feelings out. Just going along with life.

07 November 2013, 02:47 PM
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uhhhh that's it??

Its been a month....feels like 2 years...sheesh I was wondering if I should have even remembered that...then realized either way it didn't matter. Today is just another day improving myself and making life count.

05 November 2013, 08:40 PM
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2 Successful Weekends of Rambling

Back from my very long and fun weekend. I find it hard to write when you're on "vacation". It comes down to hanging out or writing...If you're supposed to be "vacationing" I figure why not hang out?? So I'm back in the real world. Had training this morning so I had to leave too damn early to get back for it. After 3 washes my clothes are finally mud free. I'm sore as hell. Would I do it again? Probably. I would definitely do it if a girlfriend wanted to. It tested my boundaries so I'm thank...

05 November 2013, 12:12 AM
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5 Years From Now

I recently asked my best friend where she wanted to be 5 years from now...not where she saw herself; there's a difference. She obviously gave me her answer and it made me think about the question I had just posed to her. Where did I want to be 5 years from now? I honestly couldn't really answer the question myself. At this point in my life all I know is I will eventually be where I need to be. I do want to be at a place in my life to really make a difference in something and have a partner ...

04 November 2013, 10:30 PM
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Valueble Friendly Exchanges

I've probably talked to every close friend I have who has been or is in love and/or those that have been through a really tough breakup and they have all been extremely helpful. From their advice, I chose 15 solid things that really stuck out to me. 1) Stop living in the past! There is virtually nothing you can gain from wallowing in your mistakes. Learn and grow. If you get another chance, take it, run, and never look back. But you will only be able to do that if you have learned from you...

01 November 2013, 01:43 PM
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What Others See

I've been blessed to have had a new friend come into my life and really open my eyes to a lot of things. Below is part of a conversation we had when she told me she could tell I was closed off. "I used to be very much the same. Still am in many ways. Closed off and hard to get to know, as everyone I have dated has told me. But then I fell in love for the first time and lost that relationship. Actually broke up with him because I was scared of being seen. And in realizing that I started to ...

31 October 2013, 02:06 AM
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10 Things to do in a relationaship that we usually fail to do #10

Be vulnerable. It's the only way to learn about yourself and each other

30 October 2013, 04:25 PM
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Homewok Verdict

I'm supposed to reveal something very personal about myself that most people don't know... Do I have something in mind? Of course. Do I want to share it? Not at all. Therefore I don't think I will. I think the reason I don't willingly tell people is becuse someone would either, pitty me, worry about me, be upset that I didn't tell them, or ask me a billion questions about it; when I have definitely moved forward, shuting that dungeon and locking it behind me. So i'm not really sure what t...

29 October 2013, 04:43 PM
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10 Things to do in a relationaship that we usually fail to do #9

Back them up. Sometimes you completely disagree with them, but they are living a life as well as you. Let them (each other) make mistakes.

29 October 2013, 04:10 PM
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Week 3 Checkup

Well I had a great weekend...but failed to do my homework. He didn't seem too bothered by it; mostly happy I got away for some time. He asked how it went, what I thought about my friends advice, and how I felt when they each asked me about everything. Told him I was working on putting something together of the things they said and that I was expecting being asked about it. That's how my friends are, and they knew how much she meant to me so it was appreciated. I still have the same task to ...

28 October 2013, 03:07 PM
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4 Day Hiatus

This weekend was definitely something I needed. I got to hang out with friends and talk about what was happening in my world. They all had a lot of encouraging words and advice to give me, which I am definitely grateful for. I began my trip Friday night towards South Carolina. I nice 6 hour drive can do a lot for you I've grown to learn. I made a new playlist with things that wouldn't make me think about anything I'm trying not to overthink. It worked for a bit. Then I decided to shuffle my...

28 October 2013, 02:51 PM
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10 Things to do in a relationaship that we usually fail to do #8

Show more compassion. Life is hard on everyone at times. Other people need it just as much as you do

28 October 2013, 02:20 PM
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10 Things to do in a relationaship that we usually fail to do #7

Thank them. For coming into your life and loving you as much as you love them. You know you're not easy

28 October 2013, 02:19 PM
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