Philosophy & Future.

Um nope... we can't see the future. But i guess we can kinda plan it out , my philosophy is that life is action and consequence. Every action you do comes with either a good or bad consequence. See , we all kinda have a little dream of how we want things to go . But there's no real way of knowing that's gonna happen. Some people have the philosophy that having hope will make things happen, hell no. Mine is having no hope and crap will happen lol Maybe i've been getting lucky , but i don't bel...

20 December 2012, 09:54 PM
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Making a difference :)

When i think of my future , i wanna make a difference in this world. I want to help kids gain knowledge , gain ambition. I see kids these days and i don't understand what's going on with these kids. I want to change my generation.

03 December 2012, 01:35 PM
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Perfection...

Being perfect honestly isn't possible. That's all i have to say for this one.

02 December 2012, 03:54 PM
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Sissy<3

Aye , I miss my sister so much. I'm here and she's all the way in California. I won't be able to see her in a while so i guess i have to get use to it. While i miss her , i might as well enjoy her beauty.

27 November 2012, 04:00 AM
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Time is going a little to fast

Sheesh man , time is just zooming by. I can't even believe it's already about to be December. Anyways live your life while you have it because with how fast time is going , you can just lose your life in the mids of it , don't lose your life. It's something to be cherished so while you're live make it or try to make the best it can be.

27 November 2012, 03:48 AM
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Ambition

Everybody needs some , no matter what it is a person should have some drive towards what they want to do. I hate when people just sit there in life doing nothing , no goals for themselves or anything. They don't even know where they want to be in life . Just get some ambition , some determination , everybody should have some to be in a great place in life.

03 November 2012, 06:21 PM
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Get rid of them !

People who purposely make you feel like you are not special , important , beautiful , etc. are honestly bullshitters. Everyone on this earth has their own beauty , yeah some people might not be as attractive as others but the beauty is on the inside. Today's society is way to shallow , it doesn't matter about how you look , your skin color , or if you're different , you are still gorgeous , So get rid of those people who make you feel like that because it's honestly not healthy to try to acce...

01 November 2012, 11:52 PM
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Gorgeous girl...

Gorgeous girl why do you worry , you'll be alright , these days shall pass . I know you need somebody to love you , hold you ... take care of you but you will get that. Don't worry , you can stay here , don't cry i'll hold you , don't speak just show me a smile. It won't be a while 'til everything is better so why you're cold , you can can wear my sweater.

01 November 2012, 09:50 PM
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Baby<3

All I ask of you is try to earn my memory Make me remember you like you remember me :)

01 November 2012, 01:58 AM
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Make yourself happy..

Don't ever wait on someone to bring you happiness. That's something you must bring onto yourself. No partner , no friend , no family member , no person , except yourself (and god) can make you truly happy. Remember that babe. #thetruth

28 October 2012, 11:45 PM
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Birthday in 4 days

I see and feel the growth in myself. I can't believe my birthday's already here. The time is just going so fast , i'm growing up. I see the world and the people in this world differently. My mind is developing , i feel like i have some type of wisdom, lol I'm happy to see and the feel the growth , it's just amazing how i've changed so much and how i've slowly made my life better.

28 October 2012, 11:25 PM
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Getting things off your chest .

Getting crap off your chest is the best thing ever ! It's not good to hold things in , it leads to worst thing , no matter what it is just get off of you !

11 August 2012, 03:45 AM
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Not knowing what to do.

Right now , i'm totally restless . I have so many things to do but i am procrastinating a lot . So many things at once , you know . Maybe i should take a break to breath , and think about my life . You know , school starts back soon and taking a break is what i need , just listening to music and watching Grey's Anatomy all day would be perfect , you know ? Taking a break helps a lot so just do what you need to do to calm life down and stop all the hectic shit . That's what i need to do , just...

13 July 2012, 11:57 PM
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Writing .

Writing thoughts and feelings down is something that can really help you emotionally , it's something i like to do and it's helped me get rid of stress .

10 July 2012, 02:14 AM
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Letting Go.

It sucks so badly when you have a crush on somebody , but know you can't get him/her , it hurts and you feel kinda broken. I've felt like that , but if there's literally no possibility of you and that person getting together , you should just let it go , search for someone else , and on from there . #thetruth.

09 July 2012, 09:08 PM
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My Eyes .

My eyes see people who love me and hate me . My eyes see a world full of adventure and fun , but at the same time they see a world that has many different problems , that can and can't be fixed. My eyes see my life floating around me . My eyes aren't just "eyes" they are something full of power , they show me this world , the people I love most , wonderful places . Underestimating your eyes is a huge mistake , they're more than what some think they are . #thetruth.

08 July 2012, 06:59 PM
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First Day <3

Okay , today is actually my first day of having a public diary and i'm really happy about that , well surprised lol . I go by Lavender , and really , my only goal for this is to inspire people and make them look at things differently , maybe even life differently . That's all I want to do , so i do hope anybody who looks at my public diary enjoys it . Duce Duce (bye) for now!

08 July 2012, 06:50 PM
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Love.

Love is not just something you give and it's not just something you just get . A lot of people in this society do not understand that , but i feel like that is something that everybody should put in their mind . Less minds will go crazy and less hearts will be broken . Now , world , spread the knowledge.

08 July 2012, 07:27 AM
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close your eyes baby <3

sleep baby , sleep tight , have sweet dreams , stay cute , stay safe , goodnight <3 #sleep time .

22 June 2012, 08:24 AM
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Hope.

Seeing other people achieve things in life gives me hope because i know my potential and what i can do . I know that i will get as far as other people in life , trust me i will not be the one to fall back behind and not accomplish my fucking dreams , i never dreamed of life happening like that . I am determined , and i know that i will be a great person in life and people will look up to me . #proud . #hope.

21 June 2012, 07:26 PM
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