At this point, I am not sure of anything. It scares me to death, but at the same time gives me something to look forward to, you know. And I guess, that's just how life must be --- unpredictable. That's what makes life beautiful and worth living. Uncertainty --- It's terrifying, but utterly lovely all at once.
Accept the fact that people really make mistakes and do things they don't mean. That's how we learn, and that's what makes us human.
Why do people think it's okay to make fun of me? They know how shaky and fragile my self-esteem is! They judge me, compare me...they don't know how much it hurts me and fucks me up inside and I'm left to pretend I'm okay with it even if I'm really not.
And that's the thing with people who mean everything they say...they think everyone else does too.
I FUCKING HATE LIARS
Every time you're near, you turn on a switch inside of me that makes every nerve in my body tingle.
I understand why you left. ...I just don't understand why I'm still waiting.
The exquisite pain of liking someone who: 1. You shouldn't like 2. Doesn't like you back (anymore) 3. Numbers 1 and 2 ....this sucks
I know we haven't talked for quite some time now, and the that times we do talk, it isn't close to how we used to before...but I've been thinking a lot lately, and I want you to know that I miss you. That's it. Not anymore "I want you back" or "I want what we used to have" (cause I know it'll never happen) ....I just miss you. It's strange to think that someone who I used to talk to every single day, who I used to look forward to seeing, is now like a stranger to me. Most of the time, I le...
You're making me a "back up", I'm just one of your choices. It's kinda unfair - no, wait, it is unfair - since for me, you're not a back up. Heck, you aren't even considered a choice since you're the ONLY one I like! I don't even know why I'm doing this to myself. Something just keeps me holding on to something that's barely there.
Second chances >
He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life.
I wanted you to fight for me
It scares me how extreme and closed minded some people can be, they live their whole lives hating people for who they are and what they look like and for what.
I saw you today and the memories came flooding back.
Yeah, okay, I do like you. I know I'm not supposed to and I know you don't/you'll never feel the same way, but I'm sorry, I just can't help myself. Everyday, my fondness for you grows and I'm worried that I won't be able to stop doing so. I don't know exactly why it is I find you so perfect, I just do. That's all there is to it. I wish I could stop liking you, since it has caused me to worry and over-think non-stop...but I just can't. I don't know why.
"Whatever it is that you're seeking won't come in the form you're expecting." We want certain things to happen to us. Certain goals we want to achieve. Dreams we want to come true. We plan want we want to happen in the way we want it to and when we want it to and when they don't happen or don't happen as planned, we break down. We have to let go of the life we planned for ourselves as to make way for what He has in store for us. God alone knows what's best for us. We just have to drop our do...
Nothing hurts more than trying so hard to be good enough and being replaced by someone better.