"Stop thinking too much and just focus on what you want to achieve."
It sucks that you can't make someone love you when technically speaking, they made you love them.
I want to, but it's difficult. I want to not care about what others think. I want to see my worth. I want to just be me. ...but it's difficult. It's difficult since people compare you to others, judge you, make fun of you, and you're left feeling really down with no idea how to push those things aside.
I am sick and tired of you treating me like shit.
If it feels right, then it probably is.
If you promise someone something, make sure you really stand by it. Don't ever make promises you can't keep.
All my life I've been telling others and myself as well "don't be afraid." Now, though, I realize how wrong that statement is. Saying "don't be afraid" is like saying,"don't move out of the way when someone tries to slap you" or "don't flinch when you get cut" ---it's like saying "don't be human" I'm afraid. We're all afraid. And that's just how it is. What everyone should say is, "Yeah, go, be afraid, but do it anyway."
Last week made me realize how all I've been training for is working. All the sacrifices and right decisions I made are paying off and let me tell you that IT FEELS SO GOOD. I am determined now more than ever to continue doing what I'm doing (and maybe even better) as to achieve the goal I set for myself ever since the year started. I can do this. I know I can.
Believe in yourself and in what you can achieve.
"...we barely know them yet there's something about them."
Don't force things to happen. If they're meant to happen, they will when the time is right.
It's all up to You now. May Your will be done.
"Up until you get to the diving block, there is still time to improve, to get faster & to CHANGE. Think of what went wrong earlier and change that. Do something to make it better."
"When there is doubt, faith." Faith in God. Faith in your family. Faith in your friends. Faith in YOURSELF.
Today made me realize how important it is to be strong, not only physically, but mentally as well. Our minds have power over us, and it's our choice if we'll give in or keep fighting and believing.
DON'T YOU GET IT? Is it really that hard to understand? It will never happen. NEVER. Why can't you fucking accept that.
It's 4 months away & I have a long way to go. I don't know why, but I'm so scared. Scared to fail, scared to disappoint, scared to not achieve the goal I set for myself. Okay, got to brush this off. It's all in my head. I can do this. I know I can. Okay, focus.
I've changed. I'm lost. I'm broken. I need to find my way back.
Red (continuation) I wrote that poem 3 months ago... although the ending said I'd never leave, things changed, you changed, and I just had to forget. You played with me and hurt me in ways I can't even begin to explain..and what's worse is that I let you. I was weak. I fell for your stupid games. I believed your lies. How stupid of me. 3 months have passed since our fall out, and I'm sorry to say this but my life seems and is happier without you in it. I was so blind before that I believed...